sux... 13th..

early morning suppose to go to wk but cant mk it.. due to the terible headache tt i gt.. dunno y.. it juz strain my mind so much n so pain til i cant tk it.. totally sux... so went bk to slp after tkin sum panadol.. slp thru out lo.. keep tossin in the bed... juz miss him ba.. bed is full of his smell but i cant get to touch him... it juz hurts...

dun feel like eating anything until his mum force me to eat.. she packed sum food 4 me.. juz scared tat i nv eat again.. haiz. i used 2 be very greedy pig but nw i totally dun feel like eating.. haiz.. help dad to clear the store n realise his dad gt alot of metal box stuffed of proms... etc... help him do sum wk b4 my head start to spin again.. it juz mk me sick.. took a short nap at the sofa when goofy came bk n slp beside me.. he's so cute... gonna miss him alot.. coz he's the 1st dog tat i get used to de as im afraid of dog one.. hee... he wiggle his tail n walk ard like nthing to do like tat.. so funny.. promise to tk him 4 a walk ltr... hee... my mind still very strain.. super ah... cant tk it.. it's juz so pain... haiz... gt alot of msg 2day.. askin me ok le ma etc.. haiz.. hw to b ok.. went bk to rm.. look at the surrounding again i cried.. so many of our memories.. the painted wall the cupboard the bed etc.. his mum came in n ask hw me le.. really decided to move le ah.. i say ya shld be.. no choice ba.. his mum say dun worry i wont let tat ger cum in n tk over this rm de... afterall it's all ur effort n tat ger din do anthing.. i keep quiet juz smile.. dun wanna say more n do more if nt more prob... haiz...

nw in rm resting n came to blog.. gonna go tk a rest again.. my mind is spinning.. waiting 4 his reply n hope he cum bk early ba.. tat's all..