mking thing worse?

i dunno y. but i feel helpless. there's alot of thing i cant do i cant help. i can juz keep quiet n bleed inside.. crying out inside.. everything changes.. alot of thing tat belong to us is gone frm car to alot of other etc, n soon somemore other thing will b gone.. gone 4ever.. i dunno y one wld hv the heart to change o to delete o to switch thing tat once used to b so impt to him, tat meant alot to us.. i dunno y muz one push the other to this extend to get rid of every single memories of the other party o their memories.. coz i nv did.. i do nag abt it but i juz let it be coz i dun wish to b so bad to force one.. i wld let him keep it if he dun wish to delete but i wont force.. b4 we'r 2gether he's wif another ger.. he kept all the mgs frm her in his hp, he display out the gift she gave him inside his rm, he keep her pic inside his hp n rm. i nv say anything coz it's their memories.. i tink it's their past y muz i do thing til so extreme to ask him keep everything... i noe i wont feel gd when i see it but i wont say.. coz at least nw he is wif me.. this is hw i feel.. i dunno y other cant feel so.. it's their past n i hv no rite to interfere wif it.. this is hw me is feeling.. mayb i dun understand hw the other feel.. i shall juz keep it.. i juz sit there n keep quiet.. juz watch...

i dunno wat i shld do to free one's stress one's trouble one's feelin of being trapped.. im nt gd at it.. but it juz hurt me to see one like tat.. tryin hard to hold on but yet one noe it's impossible.. but i dunno y one wld still wanna do it.. mayb i shld set one free.. but i cant bear to.. it's the cant bear to feelin tat confusing me.. same feelin goes to the other.. fear of regret is lingerin in us.. it juz mk us fear.. fear of alot of thing.. but it lead to no outcome.. wat it lead to.. i tink it can be feel deep inside..