dayz..

has been feelin sick for the past few dayz.. dun ask me y but i juz dunno.. juz dun feel well... has been slpin non stop sia.. woke up in the noon to prepare go out when i saw i gt a frenster mgs.. came frm my sweetie wendy.. tellin me sorry tat she realise my prob onli juz.. i was ok wif it coz i dun intend to let anyone know.. no pt go ard tellin other.. wat they can do? the most they can console u o help u scold tat ger is a bitch etc... but still i hv to overcome on my own...

went to SIM 2day to help him enquiry his enrolment.. dun ask me y me is still helpin him.. but i juz wanna do so ba.. coz he ask me 4 help.. so i juz help lo.. dun ask me y he nv ask tat ger help coz i dunno.. me is nt him.. anyway was there nearly half a day b4 i went to jp to meet up wif his sis.. his sis was askin to acc her walk walk wif his mum... so ok lo.. juz go lo.. normal shoppin day.. but i feel abit heavy inside.. dunno y me is feelin so.. but i juz wanna break the ties away ba.. b4 i hurt him too much... walk ard b4 we head hm n bought him sum snack... coz i scared he havent eat... the feelin nw is even more heavier.. even moore stone... haiz...

he went out shortly.. i know where he is goin but keep quiet ba.. wat to do.. juz dun interfere ba... continue my stay b4 i came in to blog.. wonder wat time he will be bk.. waitin n waiting.. update ltr...