eat walk drink

wanna put up this post very long ago le.. but i gt no time sia.. coz i nv get hm early plus all the photo tk times to load.. anyway.. last sat im off.. but it nv get any better than meetin up wif the ah siao F4 n co..




steamboat at my hse~~!! i was there so damn early sia... abt 4 i reach le coz i long long time nv tk bus so i dunno hw to estimate the time lo.. shit sia.. then gotta loither ard 4 another half an hr.. but at 435 then i see ben comin.. n tat stupid roy who suppose to b livin juz next to hougang pt is so freakin late~~!! he show up wif grace onli at 450.. i waited frm bright sunny day to dark stormy day le lo.. no joke.. it's really raining catz n dogz lo... but still the winner of the late late competition is ms wendy n mr superstar yeo.. who show abt nearly at 5.. but nvm la.. at least all is here... so off we went to the mall.. superstar was suggesting to hv 3 trolley which we cld hv a race at the mall.. n of coz the couple will push couple while me hv to push ben la.. coz ben smaller sized ma.. cant b he push me coz he will be dropped dead by then.. anyway this suggestion was thrown away as we juz gt one n start movin wifout listen to them.. we r like ppl goin to war sia at the way n speed to grab our food.. wahaha... at 1st we thought we'r on budget.. but in the end nv lei... exceed so much lo... haiz.. but nvm la.. still can store food at my hse.. o we can go on 4 a few round ba.. wahahah... the crazy guy n the hardworkin us.. o rather the hardworkin wendy.. she did almost all the cutting.. the guy set up table n soup.. n the biggest superstar mr gavin ho arrive juz in time to eat,.. ya he did nthing n juz butt in n eat lo~~!!

busy busy us.. my kitchen is damn small le.. haiz...

the crazy guys who was creating havo at my kitchen..

the final set up~~~!!! btw we had our steamboat at my carpark..

feelin hungry~??

me ben n (gavin the super do nthing one)..

superstar yeo n hardworkin wendy..

the siao siao mata roy n sweet sweet grace.. they wear couple top sia.. wahaha..

lookin at the siao gao of my hse.. mr lucky.. next time cum by my hse u will b greet by his bark~!

think me n collin is eyein the same thing.. meaty meaty.. wendy is waitin 4 her lotus..

ok.. enough of the steamboat.. after which they came up into my messy messy rm tok cock abit enjoy aircon n tok cock wif siongwei web cam wif him awhile b4 we set off to the durian outing.. ya.. we suppose to go eat durian lo.. i dun like the smell sia... anyway.. we set off wifout sayin hw we gonna get there sia.. we juz walk blindly under the guide of gavin hoooollllowwww... in the end i fed up n took them go by the short cut to upper serangoon.. but upon reaching there we kinda too full 4 it.. so group meetin at a supe weird place to c go where sia.. but but... by then my leg cant mk it anymore.. coz 4 a long long time i nv walk so long le lo.. ass sia.. anyway.. the walk was nice la.. coz so long nv had a nice nite walk le.. plus i hv my bestie wif me lo.. after rounds of discussion we decide to go plaza see the price of ktv.. hoepfully is worth well to sing.. so me being an idiot jump on the bus n onli to realise tat it's totally goin a opposite direction.. argh~~~!! so we hv to get off the bus n walk again... tis time rd me is damn tired le.. but still gt to walk la.. o else hw to carry on wif the outing sia.. a long long weird weird nite walk begun... reach the k box n faster grab drink frm 7-11 1st b4 we stop n discuss whether to sing o nt coz the price too ex le la.. damn... another round of waiting.. haiz.. then in the end.... we decided to go gavin hse to drink.. below is some pic of the walk.. n the next part of the drinkin session abt the start~~!!

the bk view of the F4.. nice sia..

the 4 of us (gavin collin wendy me) walk hand in hand...

bought some mixer at the ma ma shop b4 we gt cheated by gavin.. coz he told us his hse is quite near to hougang mall.. so we gonna walk there.. i was like har?~?~! but no choice la.. i gotta drag myself again.. n guess wat.. his hse is nt near at all ma... it's so long lo.. idiot him.. by the time we gt there it's alrdy so tired le.. so we juz bump ard.. they drank abit bt i dun like coz it's volka ma.. then the game start.. by playin 6 7 8.... n whoever gt the chance nv gif mercy coz all pour pure nick into the glass lo.. a full cup sia.. i drank a few of those but me nt the most unlucky.. i tink the one shld b collin coz he keep gettin the drink full cup one.. but still.. the most worse one is yet to cum.. so everyone drank... n the 1st one tat gt lobster red is roy.. he is so red sia.. then follow by collin.. everyone keep askin them to go pick up their guang dao.. coz they look like guan gong lo.. wahahah.. but who noes... the host tat suppose to b a gd drinker gave us a surprise.. he say he wanna go toliet.. but in fact he is vomitting in the toliet lo.. wahahah.. ben told us n we rush to see.. so funny la.. sorry i noe me is mean but who ask him to let me walk so long distance so guess it's a punish to him lo.. hee... then everyone try to keep cool abt pourin nick le.. but u noe de la.. ppl play game where dun dare devil one.. so one by one the dare devil side cum out le lo.. n eventually roy is abit gone, grace look red, wendy seem abit siao siao, collin totally quiet at time siao siao, gavin smokin away, ben completely gone..~~!! n me is there seein them goin thru tis.. interesting.. wahaha.. ben is really so gone tat he juz vomite n collapse onto the sofa lo.. roy n grace left early coz roy gt wk.. then left us to tk care of them.. since gavin hse gt no tea so i order mac to eat lo.. collin joined me while mz wendy is tryin her own way to keep her eye open.. ltr c the pic u wil noe.. in the end we left abt 6 leavin ben at gavin hse to slp.. ben din noe he slp at gavin hse until he woke up the next morning.. wahaha...

the host tat vomite 1st.. wahaha..

we r the survivor.. hee.. ben is happily slpin at the other side..

too bored.. so tk pic.. wendy is so small sized lo...

the drink.....

crazy wendy wif her booze..

the crazy couple...

the group photo b4 we start the full drink session..

see roy look.. wahahah.. hao niao~~!!

poor ben.. gone...

see the siao wendy.. tryin to keep her eye open.. wahahah...

wat a dayz..

seriously.. nw i cant slp.. coz my appeal to continue SIM has been unsuccessful.. n i dunno wat to do.. cant blame la.. all my own fault for nt studyin well o hard workin enough.. gosh.. really lost sia.. tml gotta go bk sch n deal wif the appeal thing.. haiz.. wat a dayz...

juz luv tis song..

wanna write something but i too tired to updates.. anyway tml i will updates ba..



Aoyama Thelma feat. Soulja - Soba ni iru ne ( By your side ) Translation

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go
This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
"More importantly are you healthy?"
"Do you eat well?"
Damn it,I can't say it right
Next time I'll deliver another letter

The time that has passed won't come back
But I want to love you by near you,loving you
But to further myself away from you
I ran away by making myself busy
But when I close my eyes,when I sleep
I can't ran away from you
Remembering about you
I cried alone

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
My feelings for you that are so far away
Feelings that I wanted to tell you remained untold
I said it
Now whats left is you inside the ALBUM

The album rose up those forgotten memories
during the days that can't ran away
Now I missing it
And now I continue to wait phone calls from you
I held my cellphone tight till I fell asleep
I won't go anywhere,I'm always here
I want to look at you in the eyes
You understand right?
I'm still waiting

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go
This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
I won't go anywhere,I'm always here
Continue looking for your face
Everytime I remembered your smile
My hand reaches for you

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

been awhile..

it has been awhile since i blog.. tryin to get myself rite on track again.. but stil it nv wk..

last sat i was kinda moody.. due to tat very thing.. actually jenny they all ask me go club way b4 sat n i agreed.. but somehw on tat day i dun feel like goin.. in the end jenny had to use von n april name to threaten me lo.. so after wk i went over to find them at powerhouse.. yin ting n co join us too.. they'r juz damn funny bunch of young kid la.. bth.. anyway.. the mood wasnt there.. but i told myself i shld juz relax n enjoy.. shall dance til my leg break n get damn drunk.. wahaha.. my half bottle of martel was there stand on the table alone when i reach.. no one is drink tat much i guess.. so in orde to finish it up n get high fast.. we intend to blow the bottle~~!! pure nick rite frm the bottle~~! i did the most stupid thing sia... the bottle left abt a thumb o more height of martel n i was suppose to juz drink it half.. dunno y i juz drink it whole~~~~!!! i simple empty the bloody bottle la.. n the waitress beside me is damn shocked.. shld see hw my ger go crazy after seein tat.. but i wasnt feel any kick.. damn.. i muz hv drink too much in the past.. but tat's nt the end.. ah von is pouring nick out frm another newly open martel.. ah.... again... after a few cups of nick i thought i gonna get drunk.. but yet nthing.. shit man~~!! juz went to dance floor n dance lo.. so crowded sia... n smell of onion.. we retreat bk to our base where ah von april n jenny keep dunno go toilet 4 wat.. saw shiseido gerz n drink a few cup again.. then follow by a few tequila shot by von frenz... the waitress is there again.. she keep askin i stil drinking ah.. i was like ya.. y nt sia.. free one lei.. plus i dun feel drunk.. dun worry.. im still clear as ever.. at abt 2am i took a cab to double o to find pam drink alittle b4 i go bk powerhouse.. yaya.. im crazy la.. go 2 place but i like lei.. hee... bk at powerhouse the waitress ask y i havent get drunk ah.. seriously i aso dunno... after tat supper time n went bk hm sweet hm.. bath n sleep b4 goin to wk the next day...

the next day at wk i was abit tired mayb coz lack of sleep ba.. then was tokin to pam etc.. counting hw many i drink sia.. in the end a shockin amt... beside the blowin bottle section, i took 4 cups of tei o martel, 4 tequila shot, 4 dunno wat drink.. the bloody 4....~~! but tis is the nt main pt.. main pt is pam is scoldin me siao ah drink so much.. i juz giggle la.. at wk was fun.. but when alone time is truly a torture sia..

the past mon tue n wed.. i was juz doin my wk n packin rm.. normal normal life normal normal pace.. but nt a normal normal feelin 4 me.. still feel pain.. n i keep thinkin of him.. ah... i need to see a doc to get tis bloody idiot out of my life~~!!

long long blog..

these few day feel super dwn la.. coz thur nite i did a damn stupid thing..

the past few day mon tue wed is nthing much.. juz a normal wk n goin out 4 dinner.. small matter..

thurs went to meet up wif the mz wendy n co.. we goin 4 steamboat again~~!! tis time rd like wat she say in her blog, ben is nt ard.. but nvm la.. coz grace was there.. a new member?? lolz.. anyway.. the usual steamboat wif the same slogan 4 each of them.. n this time rd i tink mz wendy eat alot of lotus root lo.. lolz.. after the dinner we went to find ben so we can ask y he dun wanna go 4 the trip sia.. but after the nice ice cream frm haato by mz wendy effort he finally goin le~~!! yeah~~!! so happy la.. at least wont b mistake again as 3 couple goin le lo.. dun laugh when u all see tis sentence.. coz it's really nt 3 couple goin la.. ben mistaken le la.. lolz.. mz wendy n co shld noe wat i mean.. lolz.. and... the most impt thing is after the session at ben hse, i went to pick up my last box of stuff frm "him".

i noe super silly of me to go pick it up at tat time esp mid nite liao.. but i feel sooner o ltr i need to tk y nt i tk it nw since im off on fri.. i thought i cld b able to tk it be it mentally o so.. but guess it's kinda diff.. on the expressway to jurong was super long 4 me, me is tinkin deep n my heart is sinkin every sec.. juz get heavier.. n silly me dunno y mgs him ask if he cld walk me out to get a cab after i drop at his hse which actually me cld juz dun get off the cab n tkin the same cab in the return journey after he pass me the box.. but of coz i got a super disappointing ans.. wonder y i ask tat.. i tink mayb i feel tis is the last time i see him le, plus i wont go bk there anymore, i juz wanna mk it the last time 4 him to walk me out liks in past.. but it nv happened.. n i realise tat ger is at his hse tat's also y he cant do it.. anyway.. his sis acc him dwn wif goofy.. silly dog keep lookin at me so sad sia.. i feel damn pain la.. i din look at him at all, i was facin away frm him all the while he help me put the box into the cab.. im scared la.. scared tat i will tear rite in front of him.. n finally wave gd bye.. my last gd bye..

the tear alrdy cant b withhold.. it juz gush out like non stop lo.. the heart is juz so pain.. he called the next sec askin me hw le the journey. i was tryin to tok to him in a normal way try nt to let him noe tat me is cryin like mad. but it juz mk my voice sound so funny.. mayb he nv notice aso la.. n we end the call in a short while.. so i juz cry all my way hm.. the sad sad journey hm.. after gettin hm, another rd of sadness when i was tidyin up the stuff.. thing tat i let him use b4 is all return bk.. the ger juz dump everything tat belong to me n him bk to me.. include a diary.. i nv flip it thru coz i wasnt prepare yet o mayb i havent get myself over him.. guess everything has come to an end.. juz tat end tat i nv wanna see.. tis affected me alot.. fri i nv went sch coz mind in blank cant b normal.. i will need to tk awhile.. juz awhile more.. hw m i feelin nw i aso dunno..

guess it something like this.. i hv nv feel so heartpain 4 one person.. i hv nv feel so regret abt endin one relation wif one person.. i hv nv feel so desperate to want one person.. i hv nv feel lost without one person.. i hv nv feel empty without one person.. i hv nv feel so incomplete without one person.. i hv nv feel disappointmen without one person.. i hv nv feel all these weird feelin without one person.. and nw im feelin all these due to tat one person..

im super lost nw...

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i wanan post something on here but my mind is in a blank nw. really dunno wat to say. let me go clear my mind b4 i blog. *EMO*

last day of june..

hasnt been bloggin the past few dayz coz i was too busy wif wk sia.. has been goin to wk doin promo n eventually goes hm n rest.. din go club etc.. tis week so guai sia.. mayb i juz sianz le ba.. dunno wat to do.. SG is so boring.. wanna watch movie but ger frenz all dun like o they'r super tired too.. i hv to agree they wk so hard sia.. poor ger.. i cant keep askin them acc me go eat too ma.. coz they need rest..

fri is my off day.. wanna go pray one but nv coz i went out too late.. wanna cut hair but the stylist nt ard.. in the end i ended up meet my jenny 4 lunchie n pam they all too.. we'r like so siaoz char bo tokin nonsense juz to kill time sia.. then go hang ard at pam counter b4 i meet jenny go kino see comic.. bought alot of comic n 2 novel.. yeah yeah.. sex n e city and natural charmer.. interesting.. jenny took sex n e city to read.. so surprise sia.. coz she seldom like to read one.. lolz.. i will bring her go see book more.. one gd news.. jenny comin bk to centrepoint to b my counter manager le.. yeah.. gonna hv some siao siao time le.. lolz..

actually wanna go out club bt in the end nv la.. stayin hm.. hee... sat aso.. after wk i so tired tat i went hm n rest le.. sian la.. plus i really dunno wat to do.. can someone gif me idea on hw i shal spend my time?? haiz...

sun was a boring day too.. we juz sit ard chit chat then we mk each of us tk pic to mk card 4 vernon who's my present ah tao n soon to b ex ah tao.. lolz.. so fun sia.. but i tink i gonna miss him although he alwys scold me run counter n nv put him in my eye.. anyway tis is me ma.. lolz.. then again.. another boring nite journey hm.. lolz.. coz mon which is 2day i gonna wake up at 6 plus to prepare 4 training.. ah.... so early........~~~!!!

so tat;s y im so tired nw.. n im gonna go slp.. update ltr... chaoz..