09/09/08

2day's date is damn nice sia.. Lolx.. Ok la.. Ppl is complaining abt my way posting my post le.. Tink i really strain all ur eye alot sia.. Sorry Sorry ah.. Esp Collin Yeo la.. I'm changing nw le.. Hee.. But i still got alot to write.. dun care~~! :p

Ytdy was a tiring day~~! Doing stocks, moving cartons bk n fo.. So shit.. Esp when counter is all ger n some stuff is really heavy lo.. Sale so bad.. Really can juz slack there n no one bother to cum disturb u.. Everyday is a rotting dayz.. Muz go find some stuff to do le.. O else i gonna rot n rot.. After wk, went to pick up some stuff b4 meetin ah ni to find ah von.. Going to support ah von's mum.. She's opening a rojak stall.. Had 2 of plates but nt full.. Lolx..

The most exciting part of the whole day is nt eating rojak.. It's when the whole gp of us bump into tat LOSER ALVIN~~! Din noe he live nearby there until we bump into him lo.. Wat a great surprise sia.. Coz he look so shocked when we walk pass him.. Actually dun wanna say anything much.. But tat ass, He once again gif us the LOSER PITY LOOK (like we gonna wack him again after the powerhse incident) n it juz mk my blood boil.. So no choice la.. My bloody mouth shouted loser, everyone pls look at tat loser etc.. But I'm nt the onli one tat shouted sia.. My lookalike meiyan did tat too.. Coz he is juz so irritating.. Wat kinda man is him, when he juz barely gt a cut on his CB face but goes ard telling ppl that his head was bleeding.. Making it look like our guy frenz fault when they'r the one tat came to our table n wack my frenz.. MY ASS la~~!! Even though when tis fight taken place i wasnt ard but when i went out n c my frenz being so agitated by him n his lies, it juz mk me angry on every sight of him.. Disgusted...

Anyway ytdy is nt the onli day we saw him.. Last sat, We'r at powerhouse celebratin meiyan's hen nite n fara's bday.. N suay suay bump into him.. Meiyan n ah von is the 1st to see him but he juz act pity again la.. NB!! Really wanna use the martel bottle n wack him sia.. Let him noe wat's head bleeding.. ALVIN U TIS HUM JI KIA~~!! ARGH...~~! I'll post more on the partyin when i got more pic..

Anyway, juz get my mask done.. Shall blog more ltr..

hw to stop missin him...

i noe i noe.. Alot of ppl c tis title will tink im tinking of the cutie at powerhouse.. But ppl who noe me well noe whom im refering.. Somehow o rather, i juz keep thinking of him recently.. A frenz of us was asking me to send him pic tat we took at the past whenever we hv outing esp the chalet thing.. As i was going thru all the pic i juz feel tat i really miss him so.. Din realise i still had so much feeling 4 him.. Until i saw the pic.. Ever since we broke off, those pic is kept there closed n nv been touched.. Coz i scared i will cry etc.. But i guess feeling is hard to hide when u feel so strongly abt one..

Sometime i juz wonder wat's he doing, will he ever tink of me during tis time, will he ever miss me.. But i noe he doesnt ba.. Wat's nt fated is nt fated to be.. All tis while i was hiding at my shell hoping tat one day i wont tink of tis person anymore.. But i was wrong.. He somehow stay there deep in my heart.. Alone, fully occupied.. One single thing related to him will make me feel strongly inside my heart.. I dunno hw to say but it juz stir up my feeling.. Though i nv contact le but i really wanna noe hw he is doing.. He juz run ard my mind when i least expected to..

So tell me, hw can i stop missin him?? I noe i hv nv gif up on him, n i shld.. But juz cant..

note..

will post up stuff by tml ba.. coz nw too late le.. too many thing to say but the most is im feeling moody... dunno y.. mayb coz of the past pic i saw wif him.. argh... shall say it ltr.. c ya..

long time no see..

ok ok.. i noe i super long nv update le.. but my life is so so onli lei.. everyday wk sleep eat n drink.. n at times dance i guess... lolz.. ok la.. no crap.. my life is as plain as my face.. but i will sure updates n mk u all tok more abt me ya.. lolz.. but still i luv the bloody ashley post alot.. lolz..

for the past weekend.. me was on the daily routine to go club hv fun.. lolz.. wif my beloved ah ni and april.. n some new member to the gang.. tat's ms ah von.. lolz.. i shall let my photo do the tokin b4 i tok more.. :p


our clubbing dayz.. durin tis outing unhappy thing happened coz gt fight la.. but me nt involve.. wahaha.. but my cutie boy gt get me drink n sms if me is hm o nt sia.. still i feel super sweet.. abit flyin in the air.. bt cld b due to the alcohol ba.. wahaha..

4 of us.. sophia, my lookalike, ME, ah ni...

i luv tis pic.. coz i like to the spoiler.. wahaha.. lady in red is ms ah von..

dun ask me y i like to do funy face in the pic.. coz apprently me is nt tat pretty to b notice so tis is my way to catch attention.. din i get ur attention alrdy?? lolz.. i hv some wishlist abt my clubbin dayz.. n tink i shall announce here.. of coz of coz one is 2 get 2 noe more nice ppl.. ger n guy r welcome.. 2nd, i wanna club wif ppl tat i nv club wif b4.. n tat include BELLA, AH FANG, XIAO WAN and so on so fo.. 3rd, i hope dancin n shakin can mk me slimmer.. though i noe is hard coz of the after club supper.. but tis is my wishlist, so dun stop me.. lolz.. 4th, is to get better in drinkin.. so i can knock anyone out wif drink wifout usin fist.. wahaha..

another of my clubbin dayz.. is taken on last sat onli.. rush dwn after sendin my relative bk to my hse.. coz some far far away relative came over to stay durin the weekend to invite us 4 weddin dinner.. yiipe~~! i like.. wahaha.. din intend to doll up so juz anyhw wear n mk up.. tinkin tat my cutie boy wont see me too.. coz 4ever we'r at diff zone when he wk.. so far away one.. but god like to play a joke on us.. when i gt there.. we'r in his zone 4 god damn sake!! he juz always a few step away frm our table the whole nite lo.. wat the hell.. i shld hv doll up la.. wah kaox... but he is sweet la.. cant help to feel pai sey.. lolz.. bully april keep on bully him lo.. ask him drink n drink.. then i wanna help aso stop me lei.. wat the hell.. nvm... next time i saw her fav i will bully him too.. wahhaa.. but i can see tat cutie boy can drink la.. so nt so bad.. oh ya.. btw we'r nt sittin tat the cramp area coz we'r sittin upstair where we can view the dancefloor frm above.. lolz.. but nt so shiok coz abit far frm the hotness of the floor la.. hee... my 2 beloved hv to tk xtra time to travel to toilet lo.. haiz.. leavin me there alone.. gotta guard the table.. my cutie boy pop by once in awhile to ask if i ok but the most irritatin part is tat daniel aso bully me la.. walk pass me then jia jia tap on shoulder then onli to realise he juz went past.. bth~~!! oh ya.. new character.. daniel is another cutie (accordin to mei yan they la) who wk there.. they get to noe him coz they mistk him as my cutie boy n even help intro us to each other.. onli to realise is a diff person.. aiyo... my ah ni n co muz next time ask them open eye big big see lo.. so diff frm my cutie boy la.. aiyo... but anyway daniel is a nice chap la.. tat help us bk table etc.. hee... pic time b4 i continue...

tat's the plain me n act cute ah ni.. she tryin to act sweet.. stil can borderline pass la.. wahaha..

us act cute again...

ltr on in the nite we move away frm there n went dance floor find shima.. where we drink the horrible orange dunno mix wat.. sneak my way away to find ah von fren eileen.. to onli realise i gotta drink beer la.. alamak... mix so much lo... haiz.. haiz.. but eileen bro frenz is friendly la.. so nt so bad ya.. hee... n ah ni bro came too.. realy her bro nt fake one k.. his bday tat day so open bottle n drink again... after tat me feel so hungry but din go eat coz all tired le.. n guess wat the next time.. me early in the sun mornin hv start vomittin non stop since 7plus.. at least 8 9 times lo.. til so sick tat i go see doc get a jab n ta da.. MC~~! luckily ah ni understandin help me tk cover my shift lo.. owe u once la ah ni.. lolz.. she wont read my blog too.. wahaha... slp 4 the whole 13 hr.. shiok!

next thing.. i wanna intro the little kids of the Ong family.. they'r kids of my youngest uncle.. naughty but still.. they r cute.. esp the youngest one.. lolz.. took durin new yr..

the eldest boy, youngest, 2nd sis, 3rd sis..

they r juz cute rite.. aiyo... lolz..

something to add on.. tml me off... wahahah...

TO TAT BLOODY ASS ASHELY~~!!

LISTEN HERE ASHLEY~~~!! IT'S TRUE TAT I SUPER DUPER DUN LIKE U.. COZ U SIMPLY SUX BEING A 27 YR OLD BITCH TAT CANT TINK LIKE UR AGE.. THINKIN TAT U SUPER CLEVER, DUN NEED PPL TO TEACH.. THEN Y NT U B THE COUNTER MANAGER INSTEAD OF A NEWBIE, THEN Y WANNA ASK US TEACH U MK UP WHEN U TINK U R THE PRO.. BUT IN FACT U R THE PROB WIF A AH GUA FACE.. DUN ALWAYS USE JANE TO DEFEND URSELF WHEN WE TEL U TAT UR SKIRT IS TOO LONG LIKE A AH MA, WHEN WE ASK U TIE UR BLOODY HAIR UP INSTEAD OF HALF.. N WORSE.. U ALTER UR SKIRT TIL TOO SHORT.. U NOE WAT U SHOW.. U R JUZ GIVIN US THE IDEA TAT PLZ CUM SCOLD ME COZ I MK A BLOODY STUPID MISTAKE AGAIN.. U ASKED 4 IT~~~!!! IF U CANT LISTEN TO ADVICE O TK SCOLDING THEN DUN CUM N WK.. JUZ HIDE BEHIND UR BLOODY ASS BF WHO'S EARNING 4K A MONTH.. TEL U WAT.. I CAN JOLLY WELL HIDE BEHIND MY DAD WHO IS EARNING AT LEAST 10K A MONTH N SHAKE LEG SUN TAN IN THE GARDEN OUTSIDE OF MY 3 STOREY HOUSE.. RATHER THAN BEING BACK STAB BY U TIS ASS.. N STOP BEING SO CHEAPSTAKE TAT U WANNA TK ALL SORT OF SAMPLE HM TO TRY O EVEN LET UR FUGGIN UGLY BF TRY.. THOUGHT U R RICH ENOUGH TO BUY A PATHETIC COACH BAG TAT U HUG SO TIGHT WHILE TRAINING?? Y SCARED.. ANYHOW THROW ON FLOOR LA.. MY LV GUCCI BAG IS LAYIN ALL OVER MY ROOM SIA.. N STOP ACTING STINGY WHEN PPL JUZ FINE U A $2 WHICH IS TOTALY NO PITCH TO ANYONE OF US AT THE COUNTER ESP WHEN U CAN AFFORD TO EAT BUFFET B4 CUMIN TO WK.. HELLO.. JUZ LISTEN HERE.. IT'S JUZ A $2.. WHICH CAN ONLI ALLOW U TO BUY INSTANT NOODLE WIF A CHANGE BK OF $0.90 O EVEN LESSER.. SO TEL ME WAT'S $2 TO U.. N PLZ DUN LET US WHO IS MUCH MUCH JUNIOR THAN U TO TEACH U HW TO BEHAVE WELL N CARRY URSELF WELL.. BUT I GUESS UR DAD NV TEACH U COZ HE IS ONE IDIOT WHO SEE COSMETIC GERZ AS SERVANT WHOM NEED TO PLEASE CUST IN ORDER TO GET SALES.. ASK UR DAD WAKE UP HIS BLOODY IDEA N GET IT CLEAR WAT IS SERVANT.. N IF U SAY ME IS ONE SERVANT TOO THEN U R WORSE THAN ONE COZ UR WEALTH KNOWLEDGE N COMMON SENSE IS WORSE THAN ME.. SO ASHELY U R WORSE THAN A SERVANT.. I SHALL I CALL U A ASS? A BIMBO? A SLAVE? O U SHLD B CALL ANIMAL BITCH~~!!! STOP ACTING LIKE THE WHOLE WORLD IS BULLYIN U ESP WHEN U R TOTALLY IN THE WRONG MINDSET N BEING STUPID FOR NOT ACCEPTING OTHER'S ADVICE... ROT TO HELL U THIS MOTHER FUCKER BITCH~~~!! __

havoc havoc week~~!!

super duper long nv blog le.. was away frm sg during the last weekend.. went bintan n get super sun burn la.. mon when went bk to wk, my beloved ms jenny is laughin at me when she spot me frm afar.. b4 i cld even reach my counter, the other brand ppl alrdy was turnin to look at me lo.. thanz 4 makin me feel like a superstar ah mz jenny.. anyway.. i was excused frm mk up tat day coz super cant mk it la.. mz jenny was annoucin to other tat her counter gt a mz roasted pig.. n tellin everyone who called my counter lo.. anyway i heard a super duper irritaing news abt tat FUCKIN BITCHY NEW GER ASHLEY~~!! she went to complain to raffles city ppl tat i kinda bully her by pin point her n tel her off when im juz a AC.. WAT THE FUCK~~!! jenny told me tat time i really wanna tk a cab to RC n gave her one tight slap coz she nt onli bad mouthed me n aso jenny.. bloody ass~~~!!! anyway my day stil went on ok coz she is no longer at my counter.. after wk went to find BQ find cindy coz she celebrating her bday ma.. then went to ktv wif ah von shortly after wk to sing n k song.. til early mornin~~~!! lolz.. but it's fun la.. BUT WE SING TIL NO VOICE~~!!

my super sun burn face~~!! jenny ask me tk to send april one..

then on tue was another shag day to start wif sia.. coz we'r all supre tired.. but mz jenny on leave soon lo.. wat the hell.. anyway.. my anger 4 tat ashley has nt decreased yet.. she is a ass la.. haiz... anyway.. we went to sing again.. lolz.. i noe i noe we'r siao to go everyday but it's meant to b a hv fun week ma.. wat to do rite.. lolz.. tis time round we onli drink abit abit la.. n mz yvonne keep singing her yen lei xiao le.. aiyo.. me n jenny listen until noe hw to sing le lo.. wat the hell.. lolz... but stil enjoy la.. lalalalalala...

wed ladies nite~~~!!! yippie~~~~~~~~~~!!! went wif almost half of my floor ppl sia.. robinson close early tat day due to DnD so i gt hm early too.. jenny came over my hse which shortly ah von n april came too.. i took a super long time to mk up coz i cant decide wat to wear n the fake lash is makin me damn angry as it cant stick well.. wanna noe y i put in so much effort ma.. lolz.. i will tell u all shortly.. mayb mz wendy read tis blog alrdy noe le lo.. lolz.. anyway we went power hse b4 i go socialize at boiler wif celine n pam then to movita to find dawn n co.. lolz.. happenening~~~!!! then we'r bk at power house.. tis time rd we really drink alot lo.. everyone is high but im supre tired.. n i did a super siao thing to get no frm the waiter tat i favour alot lo.. coz he is super cute la.. n i did get his no lo.. lolz.. juz mk frenz juz mk frenz.. :P after which i noe everyone is super on mood la.. lolz.. we did alot of stupid thing too.. tk photo.. drink n dare each other.. i shall let the photo do the talkin ba.. lolz..

me n look alike sis.. lolz..

pradap me fara.. we tryin to ac cute coz the previous pic we took my face damn big..

joanne me..

ah leong ah ong.. tis sotong din noe her DC goin low batt soon lo when she bring out.. lolz..

see... tis is my fav boy... n look alike sis hand.. supre dark..

thurs is steamboat day~~!!! we went to bugis eat steamboat wif ah von n co.. n ger talk all the way la.. we tok abt ytdy clubbin n plannin on sat.. wahaha.. we all juz simply goin insanse on havin fun tis whole week lo.. lolz.. went to chill after tat.. n again a late late nite hm.. wahaha..

fri, no one wanna meet me sia.. coz jenny off n ah von gt outing.. but.... nvm... coz i heard frm kerine tat bitch ashley gonna quit n im so excited to noe wat's wrong wif her tat i jio 4 another chill out wif kerine lo.. lolz.. 1st time ever we 2 go out alone onli sia.. we tok alot.. abt our past our thinkin n of coz bitch abt ashley.. im glad tat i went out chill wif kerine coz i gt to noe life better.. b it gd o bad we stil goes on ya... onli thing is we drink again.. im high on alcohol sia.. lolz.. then we to kerine hse nearby to find ah von n aina.. n we tok cock again there la.. lolz..

finally finally sat arrive...`~~~!! i dare jenny tat she cum i will open bottle 4 her.. n she did lo.. lolz.. so fun la.. coz she has to go on flight in the mornin 6plus 4 conference.. lolz.. actually to go there is hv fun n look at my cutie.. but my cutie damnz dao la.. i gt zi dong mgs him but he happy happy then reply one lo.. so pek chek.. so i decided to continue disturb him wif msg.. wahaha... n when i was walkin ard in power house i decided to see if i can find him n wanna disturb him le.. n indeed my ger spotted him n he no way run le lo.. but im stil ok la.. i went up to him n ask him open bottle 4 me then use chance to tel him we frenz cum support him n yet he happy reply mgs nt happy juz ignore really nt gd lo.. then he keep defend himself lo.. he say he really nv n say he always slp til very late tat's y nv reply me etc.. aiya.. i dun care la.. juz wanna disturb onli.. anway he is aso damn busy tat nite n i accidentlly hit him a few time too.. lolz.. the best thing is i gt a clear pic of him.. bt i look damn weird inside there coz we both was talkin halfway when we'r ask to tk pic lo.. see my cutie.... lolz...

cutie wif look alike... she is lyin on him lo.. so angry.. lolz..

ok fine.. the funny us.. wahaha...

eat walk drink

wanna put up this post very long ago le.. but i gt no time sia.. coz i nv get hm early plus all the photo tk times to load.. anyway.. last sat im off.. but it nv get any better than meetin up wif the ah siao F4 n co..




steamboat at my hse~~!! i was there so damn early sia... abt 4 i reach le coz i long long time nv tk bus so i dunno hw to estimate the time lo.. shit sia.. then gotta loither ard 4 another half an hr.. but at 435 then i see ben comin.. n tat stupid roy who suppose to b livin juz next to hougang pt is so freakin late~~!! he show up wif grace onli at 450.. i waited frm bright sunny day to dark stormy day le lo.. no joke.. it's really raining catz n dogz lo... but still the winner of the late late competition is ms wendy n mr superstar yeo.. who show abt nearly at 5.. but nvm la.. at least all is here... so off we went to the mall.. superstar was suggesting to hv 3 trolley which we cld hv a race at the mall.. n of coz the couple will push couple while me hv to push ben la.. coz ben smaller sized ma.. cant b he push me coz he will be dropped dead by then.. anyway this suggestion was thrown away as we juz gt one n start movin wifout listen to them.. we r like ppl goin to war sia at the way n speed to grab our food.. wahaha... at 1st we thought we'r on budget.. but in the end nv lei... exceed so much lo... haiz.. but nvm la.. still can store food at my hse.. o we can go on 4 a few round ba.. wahahah... the crazy guy n the hardworkin us.. o rather the hardworkin wendy.. she did almost all the cutting.. the guy set up table n soup.. n the biggest superstar mr gavin ho arrive juz in time to eat,.. ya he did nthing n juz butt in n eat lo~~!!

busy busy us.. my kitchen is damn small le.. haiz...

the crazy guys who was creating havo at my kitchen..

the final set up~~~!!! btw we had our steamboat at my carpark..

feelin hungry~??

me ben n (gavin the super do nthing one)..

superstar yeo n hardworkin wendy..

the siao siao mata roy n sweet sweet grace.. they wear couple top sia.. wahaha..

lookin at the siao gao of my hse.. mr lucky.. next time cum by my hse u will b greet by his bark~!

think me n collin is eyein the same thing.. meaty meaty.. wendy is waitin 4 her lotus..

ok.. enough of the steamboat.. after which they came up into my messy messy rm tok cock abit enjoy aircon n tok cock wif siongwei web cam wif him awhile b4 we set off to the durian outing.. ya.. we suppose to go eat durian lo.. i dun like the smell sia... anyway.. we set off wifout sayin hw we gonna get there sia.. we juz walk blindly under the guide of gavin hoooollllowwww... in the end i fed up n took them go by the short cut to upper serangoon.. but upon reaching there we kinda too full 4 it.. so group meetin at a supe weird place to c go where sia.. but but... by then my leg cant mk it anymore.. coz 4 a long long time i nv walk so long le lo.. ass sia.. anyway.. the walk was nice la.. coz so long nv had a nice nite walk le.. plus i hv my bestie wif me lo.. after rounds of discussion we decide to go plaza see the price of ktv.. hoepfully is worth well to sing.. so me being an idiot jump on the bus n onli to realise tat it's totally goin a opposite direction.. argh~~~!! so we hv to get off the bus n walk again... tis time rd me is damn tired le.. but still gt to walk la.. o else hw to carry on wif the outing sia.. a long long weird weird nite walk begun... reach the k box n faster grab drink frm 7-11 1st b4 we stop n discuss whether to sing o nt coz the price too ex le la.. damn... another round of waiting.. haiz.. then in the end.... we decided to go gavin hse to drink.. below is some pic of the walk.. n the next part of the drinkin session abt the start~~!!

the bk view of the F4.. nice sia..

the 4 of us (gavin collin wendy me) walk hand in hand...

bought some mixer at the ma ma shop b4 we gt cheated by gavin.. coz he told us his hse is quite near to hougang mall.. so we gonna walk there.. i was like har?~?~! but no choice la.. i gotta drag myself again.. n guess wat.. his hse is nt near at all ma... it's so long lo.. idiot him.. by the time we gt there it's alrdy so tired le.. so we juz bump ard.. they drank abit bt i dun like coz it's volka ma.. then the game start.. by playin 6 7 8.... n whoever gt the chance nv gif mercy coz all pour pure nick into the glass lo.. a full cup sia.. i drank a few of those but me nt the most unlucky.. i tink the one shld b collin coz he keep gettin the drink full cup one.. but still.. the most worse one is yet to cum.. so everyone drank... n the 1st one tat gt lobster red is roy.. he is so red sia.. then follow by collin.. everyone keep askin them to go pick up their guang dao.. coz they look like guan gong lo.. wahahah.. but who noes... the host tat suppose to b a gd drinker gave us a surprise.. he say he wanna go toliet.. but in fact he is vomitting in the toliet lo.. wahahah.. ben told us n we rush to see.. so funny la.. sorry i noe me is mean but who ask him to let me walk so long distance so guess it's a punish to him lo.. hee... then everyone try to keep cool abt pourin nick le.. but u noe de la.. ppl play game where dun dare devil one.. so one by one the dare devil side cum out le lo.. n eventually roy is abit gone, grace look red, wendy seem abit siao siao, collin totally quiet at time siao siao, gavin smokin away, ben completely gone..~~!! n me is there seein them goin thru tis.. interesting.. wahaha.. ben is really so gone tat he juz vomite n collapse onto the sofa lo.. roy n grace left early coz roy gt wk.. then left us to tk care of them.. since gavin hse gt no tea so i order mac to eat lo.. collin joined me while mz wendy is tryin her own way to keep her eye open.. ltr c the pic u wil noe.. in the end we left abt 6 leavin ben at gavin hse to slp.. ben din noe he slp at gavin hse until he woke up the next morning.. wahaha...

the host tat vomite 1st.. wahaha..

we r the survivor.. hee.. ben is happily slpin at the other side..

too bored.. so tk pic.. wendy is so small sized lo...

the drink.....

crazy wendy wif her booze..

the crazy couple...

the group photo b4 we start the full drink session..

see roy look.. wahahah.. hao niao~~!!

poor ben.. gone...

see the siao wendy.. tryin to keep her eye open.. wahahah...

wat a dayz..

seriously.. nw i cant slp.. coz my appeal to continue SIM has been unsuccessful.. n i dunno wat to do.. cant blame la.. all my own fault for nt studyin well o hard workin enough.. gosh.. really lost sia.. tml gotta go bk sch n deal wif the appeal thing.. haiz.. wat a dayz...

juz luv tis song..

wanna write something but i too tired to updates.. anyway tml i will updates ba..



Aoyama Thelma feat. Soulja - Soba ni iru ne ( By your side ) Translation

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go
This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
"More importantly are you healthy?"
"Do you eat well?"
Damn it,I can't say it right
Next time I'll deliver another letter

The time that has passed won't come back
But I want to love you by near you,loving you
But to further myself away from you
I ran away by making myself busy
But when I close my eyes,when I sleep
I can't ran away from you
Remembering about you
I cried alone

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
My feelings for you that are so far away
Feelings that I wanted to tell you remained untold
I said it
Now whats left is you inside the ALBUM

The album rose up those forgotten memories
during the days that can't ran away
Now I missing it
And now I continue to wait phone calls from you
I held my cellphone tight till I fell asleep
I won't go anywhere,I'm always here
I want to look at you in the eyes
You understand right?
I'm still waiting

Baby boy
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know dat I love you thats why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go
This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you

[SoulJa]
I won't go anywhere,I'm always here
Continue looking for your face
Everytime I remembered your smile
My hand reaches for you

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

Till now I still remember about you
No matter how much time flows
I'm by your side baby all the time
So no matter how far apart we are
We are together in my heart but it still lonely
So baby just hurry back home

been awhile..

it has been awhile since i blog.. tryin to get myself rite on track again.. but stil it nv wk..

last sat i was kinda moody.. due to tat very thing.. actually jenny they all ask me go club way b4 sat n i agreed.. but somehw on tat day i dun feel like goin.. in the end jenny had to use von n april name to threaten me lo.. so after wk i went over to find them at powerhouse.. yin ting n co join us too.. they'r juz damn funny bunch of young kid la.. bth.. anyway.. the mood wasnt there.. but i told myself i shld juz relax n enjoy.. shall dance til my leg break n get damn drunk.. wahaha.. my half bottle of martel was there stand on the table alone when i reach.. no one is drink tat much i guess.. so in orde to finish it up n get high fast.. we intend to blow the bottle~~!! pure nick rite frm the bottle~~! i did the most stupid thing sia... the bottle left abt a thumb o more height of martel n i was suppose to juz drink it half.. dunno y i juz drink it whole~~~~!!! i simple empty the bloody bottle la.. n the waitress beside me is damn shocked.. shld see hw my ger go crazy after seein tat.. but i wasnt feel any kick.. damn.. i muz hv drink too much in the past.. but tat's nt the end.. ah von is pouring nick out frm another newly open martel.. ah.... again... after a few cups of nick i thought i gonna get drunk.. but yet nthing.. shit man~~!! juz went to dance floor n dance lo.. so crowded sia... n smell of onion.. we retreat bk to our base where ah von april n jenny keep dunno go toilet 4 wat.. saw shiseido gerz n drink a few cup again.. then follow by a few tequila shot by von frenz... the waitress is there again.. she keep askin i stil drinking ah.. i was like ya.. y nt sia.. free one lei.. plus i dun feel drunk.. dun worry.. im still clear as ever.. at abt 2am i took a cab to double o to find pam drink alittle b4 i go bk powerhouse.. yaya.. im crazy la.. go 2 place but i like lei.. hee... bk at powerhouse the waitress ask y i havent get drunk ah.. seriously i aso dunno... after tat supper time n went bk hm sweet hm.. bath n sleep b4 goin to wk the next day...

the next day at wk i was abit tired mayb coz lack of sleep ba.. then was tokin to pam etc.. counting hw many i drink sia.. in the end a shockin amt... beside the blowin bottle section, i took 4 cups of tei o martel, 4 tequila shot, 4 dunno wat drink.. the bloody 4....~~! but tis is the nt main pt.. main pt is pam is scoldin me siao ah drink so much.. i juz giggle la.. at wk was fun.. but when alone time is truly a torture sia..

the past mon tue n wed.. i was juz doin my wk n packin rm.. normal normal life normal normal pace.. but nt a normal normal feelin 4 me.. still feel pain.. n i keep thinkin of him.. ah... i need to see a doc to get tis bloody idiot out of my life~~!!

long long blog..

these few day feel super dwn la.. coz thur nite i did a damn stupid thing..

the past few day mon tue wed is nthing much.. juz a normal wk n goin out 4 dinner.. small matter..

thurs went to meet up wif the mz wendy n co.. we goin 4 steamboat again~~!! tis time rd like wat she say in her blog, ben is nt ard.. but nvm la.. coz grace was there.. a new member?? lolz.. anyway.. the usual steamboat wif the same slogan 4 each of them.. n this time rd i tink mz wendy eat alot of lotus root lo.. lolz.. after the dinner we went to find ben so we can ask y he dun wanna go 4 the trip sia.. but after the nice ice cream frm haato by mz wendy effort he finally goin le~~!! yeah~~!! so happy la.. at least wont b mistake again as 3 couple goin le lo.. dun laugh when u all see tis sentence.. coz it's really nt 3 couple goin la.. ben mistaken le la.. lolz.. mz wendy n co shld noe wat i mean.. lolz.. and... the most impt thing is after the session at ben hse, i went to pick up my last box of stuff frm "him".

i noe super silly of me to go pick it up at tat time esp mid nite liao.. but i feel sooner o ltr i need to tk y nt i tk it nw since im off on fri.. i thought i cld b able to tk it be it mentally o so.. but guess it's kinda diff.. on the expressway to jurong was super long 4 me, me is tinkin deep n my heart is sinkin every sec.. juz get heavier.. n silly me dunno y mgs him ask if he cld walk me out to get a cab after i drop at his hse which actually me cld juz dun get off the cab n tkin the same cab in the return journey after he pass me the box.. but of coz i got a super disappointing ans.. wonder y i ask tat.. i tink mayb i feel tis is the last time i see him le, plus i wont go bk there anymore, i juz wanna mk it the last time 4 him to walk me out liks in past.. but it nv happened.. n i realise tat ger is at his hse tat's also y he cant do it.. anyway.. his sis acc him dwn wif goofy.. silly dog keep lookin at me so sad sia.. i feel damn pain la.. i din look at him at all, i was facin away frm him all the while he help me put the box into the cab.. im scared la.. scared tat i will tear rite in front of him.. n finally wave gd bye.. my last gd bye..

the tear alrdy cant b withhold.. it juz gush out like non stop lo.. the heart is juz so pain.. he called the next sec askin me hw le the journey. i was tryin to tok to him in a normal way try nt to let him noe tat me is cryin like mad. but it juz mk my voice sound so funny.. mayb he nv notice aso la.. n we end the call in a short while.. so i juz cry all my way hm.. the sad sad journey hm.. after gettin hm, another rd of sadness when i was tidyin up the stuff.. thing tat i let him use b4 is all return bk.. the ger juz dump everything tat belong to me n him bk to me.. include a diary.. i nv flip it thru coz i wasnt prepare yet o mayb i havent get myself over him.. guess everything has come to an end.. juz tat end tat i nv wanna see.. tis affected me alot.. fri i nv went sch coz mind in blank cant b normal.. i will need to tk awhile.. juz awhile more.. hw m i feelin nw i aso dunno..

guess it something like this.. i hv nv feel so heartpain 4 one person.. i hv nv feel so regret abt endin one relation wif one person.. i hv nv feel so desperate to want one person.. i hv nv feel lost without one person.. i hv nv feel empty without one person.. i hv nv feel so incomplete without one person.. i hv nv feel disappointmen without one person.. i hv nv feel all these weird feelin without one person.. and nw im feelin all these due to tat one person..

im super lost nw...

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i wanan post something on here but my mind is in a blank nw. really dunno wat to say. let me go clear my mind b4 i blog. *EMO*

last day of june..

hasnt been bloggin the past few dayz coz i was too busy wif wk sia.. has been goin to wk doin promo n eventually goes hm n rest.. din go club etc.. tis week so guai sia.. mayb i juz sianz le ba.. dunno wat to do.. SG is so boring.. wanna watch movie but ger frenz all dun like o they'r super tired too.. i hv to agree they wk so hard sia.. poor ger.. i cant keep askin them acc me go eat too ma.. coz they need rest..

fri is my off day.. wanna go pray one but nv coz i went out too late.. wanna cut hair but the stylist nt ard.. in the end i ended up meet my jenny 4 lunchie n pam they all too.. we'r like so siaoz char bo tokin nonsense juz to kill time sia.. then go hang ard at pam counter b4 i meet jenny go kino see comic.. bought alot of comic n 2 novel.. yeah yeah.. sex n e city and natural charmer.. interesting.. jenny took sex n e city to read.. so surprise sia.. coz she seldom like to read one.. lolz.. i will bring her go see book more.. one gd news.. jenny comin bk to centrepoint to b my counter manager le.. yeah.. gonna hv some siao siao time le.. lolz..

actually wanna go out club bt in the end nv la.. stayin hm.. hee... sat aso.. after wk i so tired tat i went hm n rest le.. sian la.. plus i really dunno wat to do.. can someone gif me idea on hw i shal spend my time?? haiz...

sun was a boring day too.. we juz sit ard chit chat then we mk each of us tk pic to mk card 4 vernon who's my present ah tao n soon to b ex ah tao.. lolz.. so fun sia.. but i tink i gonna miss him although he alwys scold me run counter n nv put him in my eye.. anyway tis is me ma.. lolz.. then again.. another boring nite journey hm.. lolz.. coz mon which is 2day i gonna wake up at 6 plus to prepare 4 training.. ah.... so early........~~~!!!

so tat;s y im so tired nw.. n im gonna go slp.. update ltr... chaoz..

after a crazy nite wif bella n co..

ok.. i shall start off the same as bella wif tis pic.. lolx.. but i look ard tink we posted a diff gp photo.. anyway dun care la..

tis is the crazy gang..

ytdy (25/6) meet up wif the 4 silly guy plus a siao char bo ms wendy.. we got there n alrdy was like goin abit siao siao wif the way we order food.. wat i heard inside at the end of the session was "corn corn" "chicken chicken" "pork pork" "lotus root lotus root" "put more chilli la in the soup" "aiya. juz eat anything la".. tis is the sologan 4 all of them.. it doesnt include mine coz i dunno wat i was sayin other than keep shakin my head n sighing.. hw sad rite.. lolz..

but the food is really nice mayb coz of their company ba.. but yet i din get to eat anything much.. coz i luv meat but there's superstar yeo tat luvz it more than me n was starin hard at me whenever i pick up a meat.. n mr roy n ms wendy was clearly dividin the corn within them wifout knowin actually i aso wanna eat de.. but i gt to keep quiet coz b4 the corn cld hid the pot they will say u 3 i 2 ah/ u 2 i 3, so tel me hw can i say i wanna eat.. then tat gavin brain in the ass was apprantly eatin anything in sight, guess he isnt out of his army life yet.. n mr ben was the most nicest of all coz he juz keep on addin chilli into the pot tat's over spicy sia.. lolz.. so wif the 4 special character ppl ard i ended up juz eat quietly wif no much comment.. lolz.. alot of photo takin n they juz cant stop comment abt the china ger photo shot skill.. keep sayin muz go photo shot edit.. lolz... the best thing is roy gt a new name 4 them which i cant really rem.. i tink is dunno charlie wat papa wat alpha.. i shall ask him ltr.. lolx..

collin juz wanna b xtra..

see the silly 4.. wif their ah siao boss wif the YEAH~!

ike wat ms wendy posted in the blog we had ppl drove us ard.. dunno y they mux squeeze tat roy car n no one wanna sit wif me n gavin.. so i was goin thru all his thing inside his car.. lolx.. my usual way to treat him la.. tis ass really gt alot of fine sia.. i wonder hw he drive.. gosh.. then nvm.. on the rd to ben hse, he juz dun care abt roy who is tryin hard to follow us at the bk.. YA, HE JUX DUN CARE~~! coz he's drivin so fast n nt slowin dwn to check whether roy gt tag wif us.. the onli thing he slow dwn 4 wat juz to laugh at roy drivin wifout the headlight on.. wat the hell man.. so crude la.. n eventually we lost sight of roy they all.. continue the journey to ben hse.. tok alot of thing n find tis stupid ass is really silly n ass la.. but i pei fu him coz of his silly he look at life in another view of point.. wahhaa.. they'r slow la.. we wait awhile b4 huntin 4 mixer.. went pass haato when ms wendy n me feel like eatin ice cream esp she seem so happy to see tat shop sia.. but the green tea is nice~~!! i luv green tea~~!! lolz...

there's a batt flat car outside ben hse n he need help frm us when we gt there.. so being the helpful kind the whole lot of us went out to see see hw to start tis car wif jump batt.. so wif 2 wire the car is alive again le.. new thing learnt n we realise if we gt a car we ought to hv tis pair of wire in case.. n tis concluded tat the present 4 gavin upcomin bday wil b tis pair of wire~~!! it's nt cheap k.. 60 buck sia.. so we gonna share btw us.. each 10.. it cost alot le.. haiz.. lolz..

went to ben hse n they'r mixin the drink like nobody business sia.. wat the hell man... but they like can le ba.. was hangin ard at the dinin area but we realise it's too HOT~~.. so went up the pool room that they told me abt.. but i nv really c it b4 o mayb i did but i 4got le.. anyway.. dun b surprise coz mr ben is so bored tat he need to hv his own pool room to learn more abt it.. lolz.. a pool room sia.. til nw i still wonder y he wanna put that sia.. but he gt lo.. so which mean he is aso fuckin rich la.. ah sia~~!!! gt his own pool room, com room.. dunno wat else he will hv to surprise us sia.. if onli im pettie size i sure go after him wan.. cox he is rich look gd n sing well.. hopefully wif my adv here he will find his another half soon.. thanz me one day, rem ah mr ben.. lolz... they'r goin crazy at e room lo.. carry each other tkin funny pic.. aiyo.. tons n tons of craziness.. but it's great la.. after all, when we'l hv tis kinda time 2gether as we gt older?? hard rite.. we'r plannin on next outing.. soon soon.. we'l meet up le.. lolz.. the photo show who's the craziest..

us n the ice cream.. lolz..

us at the pool rm.. normal..

totally out of hand.. see the demonic collin..

poor wendy..

tis 2 crazy ass again.. wif ben behind..

pool pool... haiz.. wif collin again.. he's mad la..

the act cool roy.. wif wendy bag.. wahaha....

the 4 act cool..

off dayz...

my off day on tue has juz over.. whaha... was down wif fever sia.. haiz.. but luckily in the morning is still ok.. suppose to meet wendy even earlier to go queensway n go sch de.. but in the end nv le.. go str8 to queensway instead.. hee.. we reach there aby early noon ba.. the journey is long sia.. super long nv go there le.. the last time was like in sec sch time? use to go there see shoes etc.. dun tink i nv excerise k... i do but juz i lazy la.. bleah... lolz... we were walkin ard aimlessly coz we simply dunno where to start wif.. then wendy suggest bubble tea.. gosh.. tat tea juz simply wake me up.. nt tat it taste really gd coz it's juz the opposite.. funny taste.. like honey kept for super long then use it to mk honey tea.. din finish up la.. coz nt nice.. decided to go see wendy's assigned task.. look for t shirt printin 4 her company.. budget budget.. lolz.. but b4 we mk any decision, her collegue alrdy find one gd deal.. save our time.. lolz.. then we went on seek 4 my running shoes.. ya.. u nv see wrongly.. i'm goin to start running.. but my old shoes really like shit le.. n my shorts too fat to get it the same applies to my sport bra.. so gonna get a new one lo.. lolz.. after gettin all my sports wear done it's time to do the errand ger..

went to wisma tk the stuff walk ard b4 we paragon where we stuck there 4 an hr o so.. gosh... really hard to buy bra nwadayz ya... no size la.. no nice design la.. haiz.. it's a tough tough task 4 me.. coz i simply need a bigger size than usual, plus i cant hv padding then i need those simply design.. n guess wat.. all this criteria din manage to b found anywhere.. coz the bra sold in SG is so bloody small size n limited.. ah~~!! tel me where can i buy a bigger bra size.. a super headache 4 me.. haiz.. ms wendy aso gt a hard time too.. coz the nite grown dun suit o the bra nt nice.. big size gt big size prob, average size gt average size prob.. aiyo~!! being woman is hard~~!! haiz... but still we gt a gd deal.. went to tang to settle the timing wif frenz who gonna tk me go jackpot ltr.. then ms wendy is so full tat she onli crave 4 the ji pa at tangs basement totaly dun hv the look 4 buffet lo.. lolz.. but nvm la.. we still had a great meal at mos burger at scotts.. saw alot of super cute jap kids lo.. dunno y they so cute sia.. bth... then ms wendy went off the find superstar yeo.. ya.. tat superstar is more superstar than any superstar in the universal~~!! wanna noe y.. ask ms wendy lo.. lolz.. anyway after we parted, i went to play jackpot.. onli abit la.. then sianz le.. n gt hm str8 lo.. lol.. anyway tml we gonna hv another outing.. see the updatez..

chaoz...~~!

my past weekends..

fri was totally nthing.. i forgot wat i actually do... lolz.. shld b nthing interesting i guess..



sat was the most busy day.. early morning go wk like half dead.. then gotta wk hard 4 sales.. after wk went to e most wu lu place.. it cost me 30 buck juz to get there lo.. it's so far~~!! changi yatch club.... 4 vell's bday i shall juz say worth it ya.. hee... so long nv see her le.. muz go to gif face ma.. afterall we're prata buddy lei.. hee.. place was nice but the wind too strong.. so strong till i gt flu nw lo.. haiz.. but no matter wat it's fun... met wif quite a few of the poly ppl.. was chit chattin.. then tok alot of nonsense la.. updatin each other life.. lolz.. i luv gathering.. plus vell is so so so pretty lo.. bday ger big day~~!! i'l post pic once i gt it ya.. hee.. went hm kinda late but luckily gt terry to send me hm.. yippie~~!! hee...



sun.. i was dwn wif flu.. bloody flu~~!! cant tink properly thru out the day.. gosh...~~!! then in the nite went to luwen bday at party world~~!! actually dun wanna go de.. but jenny say muz gif face ma.. i tink aso true coz i alrdy slack at counter alot le.. so tink i shall hv the energy to go ba.. hee.. jass came to meet me n fara then we took a long walk dwn to scotts party world.. thru out the walk we'r tokin crap la.. n gossipe of coz.. whahaha.. the room is super duper big~~!! everyone is there la.. frm rc to tang to rcp to scotts.. but ppl who sing is little.. coz one wld order alot of song n tat session will b one man show til the whole list finish.. so we juz insert wat song we wan to sing lo.. dun care.. wan sing then muz insert if nt dunno wait til when.. wahaha.. the most funny part is the when the bday cake came in.. everyone start runnin while other feel nthing... so cld u guess wat cake is it?? it's king of fruit~~!! DURIAN~~!! i shld hv show u hw other run wif that disgusted face.. wahaha.. so funny.. fun nite once again.. coz i saw jenny n co.. n we keep on tokin nonosense la.. lolz.. bth... n we tk pic too.. act cute one disturbing one all sort la.. my bunch of siao char bo.. hee..

tis the end of my weekend.. start of next week le wor...

rushin rushin...

wanna add in some post ytdy.. but dunno y i nv lei.. lolz.. tink i play game too much le.. lolz..

thur juz went to get a new bag lei~~!! prada~~!! luvz... but i dunno when i will hv the chance to use sia.. haiz.. impluse buyin... but it's really a catch ma.. a 1k odds bag with staff purchase onli 500 odds.. y nt sia.. lolz.. but i plan on to get a wallet la.. see hw see hw.. anyway.. jenny n i bought the same bag ya.. hee...

so nw let's juz updates abt 2day...

early morning start wk seem so restless sia.. but thing get more n more busy after my wk... went to bro sch get his result then rush bk to Sim to submit my appeal.. haiz.. luckily gt cab ard if nt i dunno hw i cld hv travel like tat sia.. lolz.. then bk to wk place meet jerina to go eat wif joanne.. jenny n aina came too.. the dinner was nice~~!! coz it's my fav ma... guess guess.. correct mayb i will gif present?? coz very few ppl read my blog de.. lolz.. tel me the ans at the tag board.. lolz.. after dinner meet kerine n off we go to boat quay 4 a drink.. onli the 4 lady in black went.. the rest tired went bk hm le.. oh ya.. i did a super duper crazy thing.. i actually went up the guy that cut my q while we'r waitin 4 cab at the rd side.. that bloody idiot juz simply walk out of no where n wanna tk the cab in front of us.. of coz at tat time i tink i muz hv lost my bloody brain to go up to them..

Scene...

me: HEY! R u all waiting 4 cab too?
guys: ya. (puzzled look)
me: u noe wat. i was waiting 4 cab too n u all juz cut my Q rite infront of us. din u realise!!! (me tryin to open my small small eye as big as possible)
guys : oh.. Sorry.. (gentleman enough to move bk)
then another idiot came..
idiot : u all tkin tis cab to where?
me: hm..
idiot : some where near orchard?
me : NO.
idiot : wld u share cab wif me to tk me bk to orchard?
me : we alrdy hv 4 ppl cant tk one more. sorry. (i wanna strangle tat guy n kick his ball alrdy coz im fuming inside)
idiot : but orchard is near rite?
me turn to him n wanna gif him a punch where aina faster said : orchard is near, u can walk bk.
and she apprantly pointed to a direction of no where..
then off we goes..

tat's hw i being an ah lian threaten my cab rite bk.. n my frenz bein a direction idiot.. lolz.. on the cab then i get scared wat if that guy beat me sia.. but like wat all my frenz ans i wld hv hit him bk if he did... lolz.. jenny n co keep sayin wah.. irene u damn darin.. but i told them i tink i was possesed juz nw.. lolz... wat the hell.. mayb i was really too piss off wif ppl tkin my cab le.. wahaha.. the short chill out is nice~~! coz we gt lots of gossipe la.. wahaha.. fun fun fun.. goin to play games le.. whahaha...

off day...

finally is my off day le~~!! slp til damn late.. i noe i noe some gonna say i pig rite.. but i dun care la.. lolz.. was tossin ard my bed, wrappin myself wif the comfortable blanket, i start to miss my life of stayin hm.. seriously i tink bk most of the time im out o i use to stay at tat sumone hse, i wonder hw long i hv nv really stay hm one whole day.. nw my bro at ns so my mum is hm alone.. guess i will try to spend more time hm wif her.. but 2day stay hm awhile then went out le.. coz gotta go get my mc 4 my appeal, go settle bro sch fee even he is in ns nw.. then went to town to meet jenny n complete our mission impossible.. but b4 tat i went to kino to get some comic.. im a comic freak~~!! :p

nw me is at the desk tryin to type my appeal form n readin comic~~!! wat a life man...

lalala..

ok.. i shall update la.. if nt tat collin yeo gonna look dwn on me le.. his blog is full of soccer n IT~~!! lolz...

was away last last week.. then nw bk to sg le.. times flies~~!! anyway abt the taiwan trip was juz sight seein n sight seein.. lolz.. n gonna wake up at 630 lo~~! so early... i dunno hw i manage to wake up at times when pam juz call me irene wake up le.. lolz.. anyway the trip was fun n tiring.. really tiring.. coz we shift here n there.. haiz.. gonna go on my own next time.. :p din buy anything much juz some tops n shose ba.. my next plan is go bangkok o japan.. very long nv go oversea.. i gonna go relaz relaz..

still in a tiring mode.. but still gonna go wk.. haiz.. boring... last sat juz went to hui xian bday at orchard parade hotel.. the room is damn big.. we had a gd long beauty chat.. wahaha... gerz gathering ma.. wat u expect... b4 tat, on fr i meet up wif wendy XW n ah fang.. n.. mr beloved brain in the ass... LOL... i did a wonderful thing on tat day too.. i took his card n paid 4 the meal at coffee club.. whahaha.. dun keep sayin i bully u la mr ho.. i juz bein nice to help u use ur virgin card ma.. :p had a long nite chattin wif the ger.. so many thing to updates though i can c wendy's life frm her blog.. lol... anyway.. like wat i see at wendys blog.. im glad the frenship btw us is still goin on.. even though we dun meet up often but once in awhile the bond is still there.. miss the life when we'r younger.. but anyway we shall move on, the future we'l still hv each other ya~~!

busy wif social life n neglected my studies?? i tink i m lei.. coz i fail all my modu again.. i gt no mood to study la.. dunno y.. but i will do some soul searchin within tis week to find the old nerdy me bk.. i muz get on n nt on tat muddy shit tat "guy" had pushed me into..

thing will get better.. rite my dear frenz?? :P simply loves u all~~!

parting..

hasnt blog since a week o so?? i guess so.. recently.. so many thing happened ard.. n it juz goes in round n round n ended up wif sadness..



last fri gt a few gd news.. tat's my beloved double c clan's member, missy cheapo soh aka gao lak aka hao lei lei and missy pam the man aka hao lu lu is promoted to in charge~~!! so happy 4 them.. coz they really wk damn hard la 4 the company.. but im sad la.. coz one go scotts one go wisma which mean no one is there to tok cock sing song wif me le.. except miss hao baba.. haiz.. im gonna miss them so so so much...



anyway.. met up wif wendy at citylink had dinner.. n we went walk walk... i noe her feelin not tat well was hopin she get better.. we ended up at indo 4 a drink.. but after a call she was so low tat she is drunk.. saw her like tat seem to be like lookin at myself when ken leave me last yr.. cryin infront of sheng's campmate after a few drink n shockin the other that a ger seem so strong cld cry so easily over a man etc.. wendy seem to b like the same old me.. but she is lucky.. coz the man she luv did luv her as much too... i dunno ken did o nt... o mayb he did but nt that deep at all i guess.. i dunno hw to really console her coz im stil nt up to tat yet.. but i noe i cld lend her a shoulder to cry on.. coz jenny n april did tat when i needed one the most include my buddy.. seein the strong strong wendy so low, it kinda hurts me.. coz i noe it's very pain as i went thru b4 n juz like as much as she wan me to b happy n nt being hurt, the same thought applies to me too.. hope thing wil get better 4 her after all the toks etc.. i wish she cld see the sunshine after the rain.. silly ger... i will b there 4 u.. dun worry...



sat.. whole day i cant get wendy.. so on off i sent her mgs etc.. but finally noe she is sortin out her thoughts etc, i juz left her alone.. had dinner wif dawn yen xiu n double c clan at cine.. luv the moment coz it's been so long tat i get to chill n gather wif frenz after the break up.. after which i went over to powerhouse to find jenny etc.. n there is my beloved mama cryin.. she's low too.. haiz.. cant do much but juz let her go hv fun..



n finally sun... after steamboat n pubbin, im bk here at blog.. lolz.. i juz feel y my frenz is all facin the low low mood... really hate it... i wan them to b happy.. carry on their life happily.. but it seem so hard.. stop torturin my frenz..