Sep 8, 2008

hw to stop missin him...

i noe i noe.. Alot of ppl c tis title will tink im tinking of the cutie at powerhouse.. But ppl who noe me well noe whom im refering.. Somehow o rather, i juz keep thinking of him recently.. A frenz of us was asking me to send him pic tat we took at the past whenever we hv outing esp the chalet thing.. As i was going thru all the pic i juz feel tat i really miss him so.. Din realise i still had so much feeling 4 him.. Until i saw the pic.. Ever since we broke off, those pic is kept there closed n nv been touched.. Coz i scared i will cry etc.. But i guess feeling is hard to hide when u feel so strongly abt one..

Sometime i juz wonder wat's he doing, will he ever tink of me during tis time, will he ever miss me.. But i noe he doesnt ba.. Wat's nt fated is nt fated to be.. All tis while i was hiding at my shell hoping tat one day i wont tink of tis person anymore.. But i was wrong.. He somehow stay there deep in my heart.. Alone, fully occupied.. One single thing related to him will make me feel strongly inside my heart.. I dunno hw to say but it juz stir up my feeling.. Though i nv contact le but i really wanna noe hw he is doing.. He juz run ard my mind when i least expected to..

So tell me, hw can i stop missin him?? I noe i hv nv gif up on him, n i shld.. But juz cant..