after a crazy nite wif bella n co..

ok.. i shall start off the same as bella wif tis pic.. lolx.. but i look ard tink we posted a diff gp photo.. anyway dun care la..

tis is the crazy gang..

ytdy (25/6) meet up wif the 4 silly guy plus a siao char bo ms wendy.. we got there n alrdy was like goin abit siao siao wif the way we order food.. wat i heard inside at the end of the session was "corn corn" "chicken chicken" "pork pork" "lotus root lotus root" "put more chilli la in the soup" "aiya. juz eat anything la".. tis is the sologan 4 all of them.. it doesnt include mine coz i dunno wat i was sayin other than keep shakin my head n sighing.. hw sad rite.. lolz..

but the food is really nice mayb coz of their company ba.. but yet i din get to eat anything much.. coz i luv meat but there's superstar yeo tat luvz it more than me n was starin hard at me whenever i pick up a meat.. n mr roy n ms wendy was clearly dividin the corn within them wifout knowin actually i aso wanna eat de.. but i gt to keep quiet coz b4 the corn cld hid the pot they will say u 3 i 2 ah/ u 2 i 3, so tel me hw can i say i wanna eat.. then tat gavin brain in the ass was apprantly eatin anything in sight, guess he isnt out of his army life yet.. n mr ben was the most nicest of all coz he juz keep on addin chilli into the pot tat's over spicy sia.. lolz.. so wif the 4 special character ppl ard i ended up juz eat quietly wif no much comment.. lolz.. alot of photo takin n they juz cant stop comment abt the china ger photo shot skill.. keep sayin muz go photo shot edit.. lolz... the best thing is roy gt a new name 4 them which i cant really rem.. i tink is dunno charlie wat papa wat alpha.. i shall ask him ltr.. lolx..

collin juz wanna b xtra..

see the silly 4.. wif their ah siao boss wif the YEAH~!

ike wat ms wendy posted in the blog we had ppl drove us ard.. dunno y they mux squeeze tat roy car n no one wanna sit wif me n gavin.. so i was goin thru all his thing inside his car.. lolx.. my usual way to treat him la.. tis ass really gt alot of fine sia.. i wonder hw he drive.. gosh.. then nvm.. on the rd to ben hse, he juz dun care abt roy who is tryin hard to follow us at the bk.. YA, HE JUX DUN CARE~~! coz he's drivin so fast n nt slowin dwn to check whether roy gt tag wif us.. the onli thing he slow dwn 4 wat juz to laugh at roy drivin wifout the headlight on.. wat the hell man.. so crude la.. n eventually we lost sight of roy they all.. continue the journey to ben hse.. tok alot of thing n find tis stupid ass is really silly n ass la.. but i pei fu him coz of his silly he look at life in another view of point.. wahhaa.. they'r slow la.. we wait awhile b4 huntin 4 mixer.. went pass haato when ms wendy n me feel like eatin ice cream esp she seem so happy to see tat shop sia.. but the green tea is nice~~!! i luv green tea~~!! lolz...

there's a batt flat car outside ben hse n he need help frm us when we gt there.. so being the helpful kind the whole lot of us went out to see see hw to start tis car wif jump batt.. so wif 2 wire the car is alive again le.. new thing learnt n we realise if we gt a car we ought to hv tis pair of wire in case.. n tis concluded tat the present 4 gavin upcomin bday wil b tis pair of wire~~!! it's nt cheap k.. 60 buck sia.. so we gonna share btw us.. each 10.. it cost alot le.. haiz.. lolz..

went to ben hse n they'r mixin the drink like nobody business sia.. wat the hell man... but they like can le ba.. was hangin ard at the dinin area but we realise it's too HOT~~.. so went up the pool room that they told me abt.. but i nv really c it b4 o mayb i did but i 4got le.. anyway.. dun b surprise coz mr ben is so bored tat he need to hv his own pool room to learn more abt it.. lolz.. a pool room sia.. til nw i still wonder y he wanna put that sia.. but he gt lo.. so which mean he is aso fuckin rich la.. ah sia~~!!! gt his own pool room, com room.. dunno wat else he will hv to surprise us sia.. if onli im pettie size i sure go after him wan.. cox he is rich look gd n sing well.. hopefully wif my adv here he will find his another half soon.. thanz me one day, rem ah mr ben.. lolz... they'r goin crazy at e room lo.. carry each other tkin funny pic.. aiyo.. tons n tons of craziness.. but it's great la.. after all, when we'l hv tis kinda time 2gether as we gt older?? hard rite.. we'r plannin on next outing.. soon soon.. we'l meet up le.. lolz.. the photo show who's the craziest..

us n the ice cream.. lolz..

us at the pool rm.. normal..

totally out of hand.. see the demonic collin..

poor wendy..

tis 2 crazy ass again.. wif ben behind..

pool pool... haiz.. wif collin again.. he's mad la..

the act cool roy.. wif wendy bag.. wahaha....

the 4 act cool..

off dayz...

my off day on tue has juz over.. whaha... was down wif fever sia.. haiz.. but luckily in the morning is still ok.. suppose to meet wendy even earlier to go queensway n go sch de.. but in the end nv le.. go str8 to queensway instead.. hee.. we reach there aby early noon ba.. the journey is long sia.. super long nv go there le.. the last time was like in sec sch time? use to go there see shoes etc.. dun tink i nv excerise k... i do but juz i lazy la.. bleah... lolz... we were walkin ard aimlessly coz we simply dunno where to start wif.. then wendy suggest bubble tea.. gosh.. tat tea juz simply wake me up.. nt tat it taste really gd coz it's juz the opposite.. funny taste.. like honey kept for super long then use it to mk honey tea.. din finish up la.. coz nt nice.. decided to go see wendy's assigned task.. look for t shirt printin 4 her company.. budget budget.. lolz.. but b4 we mk any decision, her collegue alrdy find one gd deal.. save our time.. lolz.. then we went on seek 4 my running shoes.. ya.. u nv see wrongly.. i'm goin to start running.. but my old shoes really like shit le.. n my shorts too fat to get it the same applies to my sport bra.. so gonna get a new one lo.. lolz.. after gettin all my sports wear done it's time to do the errand ger..

went to wisma tk the stuff walk ard b4 we paragon where we stuck there 4 an hr o so.. gosh... really hard to buy bra nwadayz ya... no size la.. no nice design la.. haiz.. it's a tough tough task 4 me.. coz i simply need a bigger size than usual, plus i cant hv padding then i need those simply design.. n guess wat.. all this criteria din manage to b found anywhere.. coz the bra sold in SG is so bloody small size n limited.. ah~~!! tel me where can i buy a bigger bra size.. a super headache 4 me.. haiz.. ms wendy aso gt a hard time too.. coz the nite grown dun suit o the bra nt nice.. big size gt big size prob, average size gt average size prob.. aiyo~!! being woman is hard~~!! haiz... but still we gt a gd deal.. went to tang to settle the timing wif frenz who gonna tk me go jackpot ltr.. then ms wendy is so full tat she onli crave 4 the ji pa at tangs basement totaly dun hv the look 4 buffet lo.. lolz.. but nvm la.. we still had a great meal at mos burger at scotts.. saw alot of super cute jap kids lo.. dunno y they so cute sia.. bth... then ms wendy went off the find superstar yeo.. ya.. tat superstar is more superstar than any superstar in the universal~~!! wanna noe y.. ask ms wendy lo.. lolz.. anyway after we parted, i went to play jackpot.. onli abit la.. then sianz le.. n gt hm str8 lo.. lol.. anyway tml we gonna hv another outing.. see the updatez..

chaoz...~~!

my past weekends..

fri was totally nthing.. i forgot wat i actually do... lolz.. shld b nthing interesting i guess..



sat was the most busy day.. early morning go wk like half dead.. then gotta wk hard 4 sales.. after wk went to e most wu lu place.. it cost me 30 buck juz to get there lo.. it's so far~~!! changi yatch club.... 4 vell's bday i shall juz say worth it ya.. hee... so long nv see her le.. muz go to gif face ma.. afterall we're prata buddy lei.. hee.. place was nice but the wind too strong.. so strong till i gt flu nw lo.. haiz.. but no matter wat it's fun... met wif quite a few of the poly ppl.. was chit chattin.. then tok alot of nonsense la.. updatin each other life.. lolz.. i luv gathering.. plus vell is so so so pretty lo.. bday ger big day~~!! i'l post pic once i gt it ya.. hee.. went hm kinda late but luckily gt terry to send me hm.. yippie~~!! hee...



sun.. i was dwn wif flu.. bloody flu~~!! cant tink properly thru out the day.. gosh...~~!! then in the nite went to luwen bday at party world~~!! actually dun wanna go de.. but jenny say muz gif face ma.. i tink aso true coz i alrdy slack at counter alot le.. so tink i shall hv the energy to go ba.. hee.. jass came to meet me n fara then we took a long walk dwn to scotts party world.. thru out the walk we'r tokin crap la.. n gossipe of coz.. whahaha.. the room is super duper big~~!! everyone is there la.. frm rc to tang to rcp to scotts.. but ppl who sing is little.. coz one wld order alot of song n tat session will b one man show til the whole list finish.. so we juz insert wat song we wan to sing lo.. dun care.. wan sing then muz insert if nt dunno wait til when.. wahaha.. the most funny part is the when the bday cake came in.. everyone start runnin while other feel nthing... so cld u guess wat cake is it?? it's king of fruit~~!! DURIAN~~!! i shld hv show u hw other run wif that disgusted face.. wahaha.. so funny.. fun nite once again.. coz i saw jenny n co.. n we keep on tokin nonosense la.. lolz.. bth... n we tk pic too.. act cute one disturbing one all sort la.. my bunch of siao char bo.. hee..

tis the end of my weekend.. start of next week le wor...

rushin rushin...

wanna add in some post ytdy.. but dunno y i nv lei.. lolz.. tink i play game too much le.. lolz..

thur juz went to get a new bag lei~~!! prada~~!! luvz... but i dunno when i will hv the chance to use sia.. haiz.. impluse buyin... but it's really a catch ma.. a 1k odds bag with staff purchase onli 500 odds.. y nt sia.. lolz.. but i plan on to get a wallet la.. see hw see hw.. anyway.. jenny n i bought the same bag ya.. hee...

so nw let's juz updates abt 2day...

early morning start wk seem so restless sia.. but thing get more n more busy after my wk... went to bro sch get his result then rush bk to Sim to submit my appeal.. haiz.. luckily gt cab ard if nt i dunno hw i cld hv travel like tat sia.. lolz.. then bk to wk place meet jerina to go eat wif joanne.. jenny n aina came too.. the dinner was nice~~!! coz it's my fav ma... guess guess.. correct mayb i will gif present?? coz very few ppl read my blog de.. lolz.. tel me the ans at the tag board.. lolz.. after dinner meet kerine n off we go to boat quay 4 a drink.. onli the 4 lady in black went.. the rest tired went bk hm le.. oh ya.. i did a super duper crazy thing.. i actually went up the guy that cut my q while we'r waitin 4 cab at the rd side.. that bloody idiot juz simply walk out of no where n wanna tk the cab in front of us.. of coz at tat time i tink i muz hv lost my bloody brain to go up to them..

Scene...

me: HEY! R u all waiting 4 cab too?
guys: ya. (puzzled look)
me: u noe wat. i was waiting 4 cab too n u all juz cut my Q rite infront of us. din u realise!!! (me tryin to open my small small eye as big as possible)
guys : oh.. Sorry.. (gentleman enough to move bk)
then another idiot came..
idiot : u all tkin tis cab to where?
me: hm..
idiot : some where near orchard?
me : NO.
idiot : wld u share cab wif me to tk me bk to orchard?
me : we alrdy hv 4 ppl cant tk one more. sorry. (i wanna strangle tat guy n kick his ball alrdy coz im fuming inside)
idiot : but orchard is near rite?
me turn to him n wanna gif him a punch where aina faster said : orchard is near, u can walk bk.
and she apprantly pointed to a direction of no where..
then off we goes..

tat's hw i being an ah lian threaten my cab rite bk.. n my frenz bein a direction idiot.. lolz.. on the cab then i get scared wat if that guy beat me sia.. but like wat all my frenz ans i wld hv hit him bk if he did... lolz.. jenny n co keep sayin wah.. irene u damn darin.. but i told them i tink i was possesed juz nw.. lolz... wat the hell.. mayb i was really too piss off wif ppl tkin my cab le.. wahaha.. the short chill out is nice~~! coz we gt lots of gossipe la.. wahaha.. fun fun fun.. goin to play games le.. whahaha...

off day...

finally is my off day le~~!! slp til damn late.. i noe i noe some gonna say i pig rite.. but i dun care la.. lolz.. was tossin ard my bed, wrappin myself wif the comfortable blanket, i start to miss my life of stayin hm.. seriously i tink bk most of the time im out o i use to stay at tat sumone hse, i wonder hw long i hv nv really stay hm one whole day.. nw my bro at ns so my mum is hm alone.. guess i will try to spend more time hm wif her.. but 2day stay hm awhile then went out le.. coz gotta go get my mc 4 my appeal, go settle bro sch fee even he is in ns nw.. then went to town to meet jenny n complete our mission impossible.. but b4 tat i went to kino to get some comic.. im a comic freak~~!! :p

nw me is at the desk tryin to type my appeal form n readin comic~~!! wat a life man...

lalala..

ok.. i shall update la.. if nt tat collin yeo gonna look dwn on me le.. his blog is full of soccer n IT~~!! lolz...

was away last last week.. then nw bk to sg le.. times flies~~!! anyway abt the taiwan trip was juz sight seein n sight seein.. lolz.. n gonna wake up at 630 lo~~! so early... i dunno hw i manage to wake up at times when pam juz call me irene wake up le.. lolz.. anyway the trip was fun n tiring.. really tiring.. coz we shift here n there.. haiz.. gonna go on my own next time.. :p din buy anything much juz some tops n shose ba.. my next plan is go bangkok o japan.. very long nv go oversea.. i gonna go relaz relaz..

still in a tiring mode.. but still gonna go wk.. haiz.. boring... last sat juz went to hui xian bday at orchard parade hotel.. the room is damn big.. we had a gd long beauty chat.. wahaha... gerz gathering ma.. wat u expect... b4 tat, on fr i meet up wif wendy XW n ah fang.. n.. mr beloved brain in the ass... LOL... i did a wonderful thing on tat day too.. i took his card n paid 4 the meal at coffee club.. whahaha.. dun keep sayin i bully u la mr ho.. i juz bein nice to help u use ur virgin card ma.. :p had a long nite chattin wif the ger.. so many thing to updates though i can c wendy's life frm her blog.. lol... anyway.. like wat i see at wendys blog.. im glad the frenship btw us is still goin on.. even though we dun meet up often but once in awhile the bond is still there.. miss the life when we'r younger.. but anyway we shall move on, the future we'l still hv each other ya~~!

busy wif social life n neglected my studies?? i tink i m lei.. coz i fail all my modu again.. i gt no mood to study la.. dunno y.. but i will do some soul searchin within tis week to find the old nerdy me bk.. i muz get on n nt on tat muddy shit tat "guy" had pushed me into..

thing will get better.. rite my dear frenz?? :P simply loves u all~~!

parting..

hasnt blog since a week o so?? i guess so.. recently.. so many thing happened ard.. n it juz goes in round n round n ended up wif sadness..



last fri gt a few gd news.. tat's my beloved double c clan's member, missy cheapo soh aka gao lak aka hao lei lei and missy pam the man aka hao lu lu is promoted to in charge~~!! so happy 4 them.. coz they really wk damn hard la 4 the company.. but im sad la.. coz one go scotts one go wisma which mean no one is there to tok cock sing song wif me le.. except miss hao baba.. haiz.. im gonna miss them so so so much...



anyway.. met up wif wendy at citylink had dinner.. n we went walk walk... i noe her feelin not tat well was hopin she get better.. we ended up at indo 4 a drink.. but after a call she was so low tat she is drunk.. saw her like tat seem to be like lookin at myself when ken leave me last yr.. cryin infront of sheng's campmate after a few drink n shockin the other that a ger seem so strong cld cry so easily over a man etc.. wendy seem to b like the same old me.. but she is lucky.. coz the man she luv did luv her as much too... i dunno ken did o nt... o mayb he did but nt that deep at all i guess.. i dunno hw to really console her coz im stil nt up to tat yet.. but i noe i cld lend her a shoulder to cry on.. coz jenny n april did tat when i needed one the most include my buddy.. seein the strong strong wendy so low, it kinda hurts me.. coz i noe it's very pain as i went thru b4 n juz like as much as she wan me to b happy n nt being hurt, the same thought applies to me too.. hope thing wil get better 4 her after all the toks etc.. i wish she cld see the sunshine after the rain.. silly ger... i will b there 4 u.. dun worry...



sat.. whole day i cant get wendy.. so on off i sent her mgs etc.. but finally noe she is sortin out her thoughts etc, i juz left her alone.. had dinner wif dawn yen xiu n double c clan at cine.. luv the moment coz it's been so long tat i get to chill n gather wif frenz after the break up.. after which i went over to powerhouse to find jenny etc.. n there is my beloved mama cryin.. she's low too.. haiz.. cant do much but juz let her go hv fun..



n finally sun... after steamboat n pubbin, im bk here at blog.. lolz.. i juz feel y my frenz is all facin the low low mood... really hate it... i wan them to b happy.. carry on their life happily.. but it seem so hard.. stop torturin my frenz..

wat a dayz..

14/3 juz passed.. but alrdy i face pain inside me once again.. the pain to see them walk pass u hand in hand happily n there's nthing u can do.. juz watch n feel the pain.. juz when i thought i cld juz tk the 1st step to go out of my normal clubbin rountine.. to juz switch to chillin at cine.. thing juz collapse.. they juz walk pass me when i was happily tokin to frenz.. immediately im fall bk to sq one.. once again.. i lost to myself.. say im coward say im weak o wat.. i juz dun care coz im the one who's goin thru tis pain.. n onli me noe hw it feel..

totally lost of words.. can onli went bk hm wif a heavy bag of pain.. nearly cry out... but i decided nt to.. frenz ard n i dun wanna worry them.. once i gt hm... im blank.. mgs flows in frm frenz.. thanz 4 the concern... i noe onli i can help myself... but u all mk my day diff too..

times n times again.. i wonder will i get over n move on.. but i guess im nt.. i nv wanna c them coz im afraid.. afraid of wat.. i tink i wasnt sure.. mayb scared to c them happily 2gether etc i gues.. too much guessin.. plus im tired... i wish to wash him out of my mind.. but it nv..

sick sick sick.. wat i gotta do......................

been awhile.. 14/3....

it has been awhile since i came online to blog... dunno y i stop but guess i noe y i gonna start soon.. coz wendy sim somehw remind me tat i gt a blog to maintain i guess.. lolz..

anyway... today is a long long day.. a day tat happened in every yr tat mk my emotion run wild.. 4 the past few yr o so it's a day i look 4ward to.. but 2day at tis pt of time i dun.. hate the blue blue feelin.. hate to tink of him again... every 14th is a miserable day... but i cant put on the bluey face.. gotta force myself to smile.. to smile at my foolishness n move on... went to sch 4 exam but the bus journey mk me sink into deep thought.. cant concentrate on wat me is readin cant tink of anything.. in a blink of eye the exam is finish.. dunno where to go.. abit lost.. but decided to go find jenny.. luckily she is there 2 acc me eat tok to me.. once again.. blue blue has gone.. but not long ago.. it juz came bk to say hi to me again le.. sianz...

so here m i.. cant slp n bloggin all my way.. haiz.. haiz..

updatz..

ok wendy sim.. i hv updates my blog.. updates updates.. lolz..

haiz..

finally decided to change my blog add coz i cant afford to let any stupid to look at wat i wrote n ruin my life again... it juz simply sux..

has been studyin like mad recently.. acc is really tough... but luckily gt frenz help.. went to his hse 4 the past few dayz to study 4 acc.. damnz... it's so hard... harder than i expected.. but anyway... hope i can mk it ba... frenz aso study like damn hard too... mayb gotta teach me ba.. lame...~~! hee...

i dunno is it gd to keep in this way.. o i shld do something abt it.. but still i dunno ba.. too lazy to tink.. anyway to alot of ppl me is lazy ma.. so y bother.. lolz...

feelin very sick recently.. damn sick.. damn sick.. runing nose etc.. all is comin 2ward me sia.. irritating..

wala

some ppl juz sux.. mk my life sux too.. gt nthing frm noein coz it's kept.. zip it up n eventually noe nthing.. way to mk it better.. jz b simple..

duhz...

has been hearin n seein couple wif prob couple who is loving etc.. but y sum juz wld stil quarrel over the ex.. u alrdy tk over everything wat's there to ask? mayb u'r nt the onli facin prob other cld b doin so.. i dunno wat couple cld b tinkin etc.. it's so hard to get thru the thought.. even mk me tink is the present gf nt treatin him well etc tat's y he wld say it's his retribution 4 nt treatin the ex well etc.. it juz get me confused totaly.. y m i knowin all tis.. y m i seein all this again.. it juz sux.. coz it's so late to realise abt hw u treated me.. o all along u knew it..

went shop shop the last few dayz wif xiu n yen.. they r so funny la.. anything anything de.. but we din buy anything much o rather me din buy much coz they'r the one buyin alot lo.. me onli bought tops 4 frenz n a small clutch.. den rush all the way bk to JW to see the skin doc wif xiu.. in the end e doc nt ard.. sianz half la.. she keep askin me to go bk her hse bt i tink better nt.. coz nt nice.. wait more trouble.. anyhw reject her, luckily she nv say much.. she is one little devil la.. ask her pass thing she tink of evil thing.. dunno wat's in her mind sometime.. but i noe she wont de.. coz she understand hw thing cld turn ugly.. took a long long bus journey hm.. n mk me really miss the times.. the times when i wasnt like this... tink too much...

boring..

life seem so plain at times.. has been hangin out wif frenz to drink watch movie etc.. but cant swipe the thought of him away. it juz sux.. recently my blog has been goin abit siao siao.. gt changes in setting n nearly gt me into trouble.. shitty..

haiz...

sometime i dun wish thing to get worse but it did.. y thing seem ok 4 the past few dayz then nw it get like tat.. juz bcoz i nv follow the rule? o it's my own doin.. but i nv wanna go to the extend to create trouble.. i juz wan a peaceful life.. i hate it.. juz hate it..

dayz..

the past few days was ok.. gettin abit better here n there.. nt bcoz i hv move on etc coz i noe i havent.. but juz some stuff tat brighten up my dayz.. at least nw nt so harsh le.. i hope to b better but i tink it tk times.. dun wanna rush it coz scared i'll fall.. went to look at my source of happiness, still the same.. has been doin silly thing recently.. silly as in the gd way nt being hurtin to myelf etc.. everyday b4 i go out, i wld peek into the fridge n look at the cakes.. then i will feel happy le.. even though the cake has been there 4 dayz even though it's juz a cake.. but it's something to me.. ppl might nt understand.. but i do.. onli hope thing get better.. tat's all.. gonna go rest..

after so long..

so long so long le.. i dunno wat im doin recently.. m i movin on? o m i nt? i dunno.. guess im stuck.. he seem so shag when he came bk.. i dunno y i juz feel so.. he seem so tired so many prob like tat.. haiz.. wat to do.. wat i can do 4 him i dunno... is e ger tkin gd care of him i dunno.. i juz feel very tired everyday juz wanna slp n slp.. tat's all.. tossin ard in his bed i cant get to slp.. went hm? i dunno.. confused... his dog juz went thru an op.. gonna bring him go see vet again tml.. poor him... hopefully his eyes get better ba... goin to slp..

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2day nv went 2 sch coz i gt nose bleed in the morning totaly sianz half.. i cant get wat o y i wld nose bleed.. but i feel really weak the whole morning.. then he called.. askin hw me etc.. coz early morning tat idiot mgs me again.. keep tellin me e same thing.. so sick of it.. but i dun bother much ba.. all the while the whole day the mgs i gt frm him was tellin me shifting matter.. coz gonna hv spot check soon.. i was like so rush.. i dun even noe wat to do.. can onli shift the thing to the other rm i guess... haiz.. it juz sux... dunno y tat diot wanna go tel her abt it n ask her to do so.. tat fellow is out to get us i guess.. i juz hate it.. i dunno hw the family will react so i keep quiet frm tellin them.. im worried.. super worried.. as tat day his sis gonna b hm early.. but i'l try to hold her bk if possible.. o else surely gonna hv a fight as the whole family dun welcome her at all.. haiz...

went to wk shortly but it turn out 2 b bad too.. coz after awhile i gt mgs frm him askin if i gt told anyone abt him askin me shifting etc.. juz bcoz tat idiot mgs her to hv a sudden check on me.. wat the hell.. wat's on tat idiot mind.. everything tat idiot did will juz mk ppl tink is me.. which i hate alot coz i nv do it.. i told frenz abt it.. they ask me to tink la.. if ppl wan 2 prove thing surely need to catch red handed one lo.. who will wanna tel the person hey i comin to check on u le n let tat person hv chance to go inform the other person to pack up all the evidence b4 they cum.. i tink thru aso rite lo.. so i told him abt it.. he juz keep quiet.. haiz.. as long as i know it's nt me then ok le... me is too tired to bother.. then when after wk i go eat thing happened again... he called me a few time kinda urgent like tat.. askin me blog thing coz she was told by the idiot to go see.. i was like har? wat's wif my blog again!! tat idiot is still seein my blog? but he told me dun delete as he scared tat she might be testing him to change thing.. inside me i was like wat the hell.. then how.. can i continue to blog? i really dunno.. it juz sux... tis time i gonna blog til fri matter over then i continue.. see hw spot check goes le.. irritating...!

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early morning i wasnt feelin well.. it juz sux.. plus tat idiot mgs me again.. tellin me dun be dumb etc.. wonder wat the hell tat fellow wan... wat he o she gain by doin it.. really dun understand.. ytday din mgs him much except thanz him 4 the morning call.. then i went off to sch.. halfway tat's when i gt the idiot mgs.. n it really affected me somehw.. i cant get it out of my mind.. it mk me sian to mgs him etc.. i juz went on n slp my way out of the time in sch.. woke up by a call frm his insurance agent.. i was kinda surprised y he called.. then i noe tat he call him but he's outfield so in turn he ask the agent to contact me.. n he actually own the insurance 2 month of payment which inturn lap the insurance.. so hv to pay the amt thru e agent if nt he will nt be insuranced.. poor him.. so i decided to help him since i noe wat to do etc... dun ask y nt the gf do it.. mayb she is wif him nt long so alot of thing stil dunno ba.. anyway dun say le.. i went on to settle it 4 him be sch end n went to meet april shop shop.. bought a few item n even took neoprint.. so fun... lolz.. but poor april still hv to go bk do stock tk.. lolz.. after which i went bk to counter to meet his sis to go bk 2gether lo.. the whole time frm morning til late nite abt 10plus he nv call.. so i thought mayb he dun care o too busy o too busy contact her le.. so i juz let it be... until 11plsu he suddenly call.. i was shocked but at least i noe he is doin well.. but we din tok much as me is still partly affected by tat idiot mgs... he keep tellin me dun be affected etc... juz sianz lo...

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today got to sch late but was totaly no mood.. ytdy slp really late coz was waitin 4 call.. he too aso nv slp much i guess.. if din hv the morning call i think i wont hv woke up on time. haiz.. sch was boring coz i can onli stay in tat bloody small room.. totaly doin nthing.. haiz... but at least my day start off well.. gt mgs abit b4 it got really busy so i din went on to disturb.. coz i tink it's gonna be a tiring day.. but it mk me smile when i noe he will miss me.. sound silly but i juz feel so.. slack the whole day n mgs annette too.. poor her was so busy wif her wk.. so i went on to slp the whole day while fara n co play com etc.. i juz cant stop feelin tired.. then suddenly it rain heavily.. dunno y.. gt the urge to mgs him so juz gave a casual mgs.. inside me i was tinkin mayb he is too busy to reply.. but i was surprised when he did.. luckily there nv rain if nt he sure will fall sick one.. but i nv went on to disturb him.. i juz ended the mgs fast so in order if he cld hv sum rest.. times passes by slowly as i hv nv been so slack b4.. onli slp n slp.. even fara n co cant stand me.. keep askin me to wake up n tok etc.. but me is too tired la..

sch ended on time.. lolz.. but it's rainin damn heavy.. took my own sweet time to wk place.. lolz.. was doin nthing bt day dream etc.. when suddenly i gt a mgs frm him.. all of a sudden.. ask me to eat sumthing n tk gd care etc.. i was abit blur coz i tink he mgs wrong person.. but he say nv.. was kinda happy but nv really wanna tk tat feelin deep in.. juz a casual reply n i ended it again.. dun dare to say much coz i dunno wat i wld be thinkin again.. after wk his sis came to find me n went to hv dinner wif leon n his campmate.. damn funny bunch of ppl.. but at least they mk me laugh... lolz... he gave me a call b4 i reach the dinner place... askin me hw my day etc.. was a short one coz he goin to slp soon le.. but sumthing juz mk me feel uneasy when he say the car is wif her.. i din say much n juz put dwn the phone.. his sis heard it n say y muz let her drive when the car dun even belong to her plus it's u the one who fight 4 tat car etc.. i juz keep quiet n told her dun tel mum if nt surely gonna get thing worse.. but i noe i cant do anything coz it doesnt mk me hv any rite to do so.. after the dinner we went hm n on the way his sis tok to me abt moving bk thing etc.. i noe til nw i still like confused.. coz i nv did wat i shld.. moving o nt? ah... it juz sux... gonne go slp le.. the same old rm we used to be.. it juz mk me cry...