23

today got to sch late but was totaly no mood.. ytdy slp really late coz was waitin 4 call.. he too aso nv slp much i guess.. if din hv the morning call i think i wont hv woke up on time. haiz.. sch was boring coz i can onli stay in tat bloody small room.. totaly doin nthing.. haiz... but at least my day start off well.. gt mgs abit b4 it got really busy so i din went on to disturb.. coz i tink it's gonna be a tiring day.. but it mk me smile when i noe he will miss me.. sound silly but i juz feel so.. slack the whole day n mgs annette too.. poor her was so busy wif her wk.. so i went on to slp the whole day while fara n co play com etc.. i juz cant stop feelin tired.. then suddenly it rain heavily.. dunno y.. gt the urge to mgs him so juz gave a casual mgs.. inside me i was tinkin mayb he is too busy to reply.. but i was surprised when he did.. luckily there nv rain if nt he sure will fall sick one.. but i nv went on to disturb him.. i juz ended the mgs fast so in order if he cld hv sum rest.. times passes by slowly as i hv nv been so slack b4.. onli slp n slp.. even fara n co cant stand me.. keep askin me to wake up n tok etc.. but me is too tired la..

sch ended on time.. lolz.. but it's rainin damn heavy.. took my own sweet time to wk place.. lolz.. was doin nthing bt day dream etc.. when suddenly i gt a mgs frm him.. all of a sudden.. ask me to eat sumthing n tk gd care etc.. i was abit blur coz i tink he mgs wrong person.. but he say nv.. was kinda happy but nv really wanna tk tat feelin deep in.. juz a casual reply n i ended it again.. dun dare to say much coz i dunno wat i wld be thinkin again.. after wk his sis came to find me n went to hv dinner wif leon n his campmate.. damn funny bunch of ppl.. but at least they mk me laugh... lolz... he gave me a call b4 i reach the dinner place... askin me hw my day etc.. was a short one coz he goin to slp soon le.. but sumthing juz mk me feel uneasy when he say the car is wif her.. i din say much n juz put dwn the phone.. his sis heard it n say y muz let her drive when the car dun even belong to her plus it's u the one who fight 4 tat car etc.. i juz keep quiet n told her dun tel mum if nt surely gonna get thing worse.. but i noe i cant do anything coz it doesnt mk me hv any rite to do so.. after the dinner we went hm n on the way his sis tok to me abt moving bk thing etc.. i noe til nw i still like confused.. coz i nv did wat i shld.. moving o nt? ah... it juz sux... gonne go slp le.. the same old rm we used to be.. it juz mk me cry...